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What seemed like minutes later was actually hours.

"Paul wake up were back." I heard Jake's voice as he nudged me awake. I awoke to notice that Bri was still asleep.

"I'll take her." Sam said leaning in and taking her off my lap softly. She mumbled before curling into him. I got out of the car stopping before going in.

"Hey, Jared."

"Yeah." He said stopping to turn and look at me.

"I'm going to drop this stuff off at the house and then I'll be back, if Bri wakes up will you let her know."

"Sure."

"Thank you." I then hoped in Bri's car going to our place. I went to our place grabbing her pair of basketball shorts and a La Push High shirt. I also grabbed a few of her girly things and quickly made my way back to Sam's. I arrived busting through the door earning bad looks from everyone.

"Shhhh!!!" Emily scolded looking at me in anger.

"Sorry, where is."

"Upstairs asleep." I nodded as I went past everyone in the kitchen and softly made my way upstairs to Bri's old room. I opened the door softly and saw her lying on top of the bed with a quilt laid over her body. I laid her clothes on the nightstand before I slipped off my shoes and crawled in bed with her gently pulling her into my arms.

BRI POV

I awoke feeling a heavy arm around my waist, glancing around I noticed I was at Sam and Emily's. it was night time so I slid Pal's arm off me and slid quietly out of bed. I kissed him on the head before softly getting up and walking out. I could hear voices downstairs and could tell the guys were here. The clock said it was 8. Everyone got quiet as I walked in.

"Hey guys." I said softly as I grabbed a drink and a plate Emily handed me. The room felt crowded so I eased past my brother's chair as I went into the living room. Even though I was back it still felt a little odd. I still wasn't comfortable and to be honest being in a room full of people where the shortest person was Emily who was still 5'8" was overwhelming. I could feel someone watching me and when I looked up I saw Sam looking at me, his eyes displaying worry. I felt horrible, I did this to them, to all of them. Hell, they were afraid of me, at least the new kids, the others tried to not think of it as much but every now and then a stray thought would slide out, and they were uncomfortable with me. Mad I had run off, sad, hurt but the scared of me was what bothered me. Everyone had gotten used to hearing each other's thoughts while we were phased; I thought I could hear what they thought now without being shifted, there was no privacy I was basically Edward Cullen but with tits. I smiled at Sam before continuing to eat my food. I didn't want him to worry so much about me. His thoughts were like Paul's sometimes, wondering if and when I would leave again. The fact my brother was focusing on keeping his thoughts to himself, just like Quil, Jared, and Embry were pissing me off. Seth didn't really do it much, and Leah just didn't. She didn't care, her and Emily and Seth were probably the only ones who were unaffected by me. I just wish they hadn't been so stuck on finding me, and then everyone could have been free.

"Bri whatever negative thought is running through your mind stop it." I glanced up at Leah who sat down next to me on the couch.

"Sorry, I can't help it."

"Because."

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Maybe you need to." I already knew everyone was trying to listen to us.

"Fine, I feel like shit for fighting with my fiancés because some person Jake liked wanted to get knocked up, I lost my fucking child because I can't do anything right then I get kidnapped and tortured on a daily basis for months on end, think all of you are going to die, though I was dead, hell I might as well be because let's fucking face reality I am not nor will I ever be the same fucking person again, I ran off for a fucking reason, I was a burden, I don't belong or need to be here but none of you would move on and just let me go, so you finally find me and drag me back, for what. You aren't happy and neither am I, I love all of you so much but it was best if I am not here. I scare the kids and everyone here but you Seth and Emily treat me differently."

"Bri I."

"SAM SHUT UP. Don't lie to me, I know those kids are afraid of me, I know all of you are too, hell you're all trying to not think of anything because you don't want me to know, I'm no better than Edward Cullen now, I am a freak you all fucking think it so stop trying to lie, you're not comfortable with me, I don't need the pity what I needed was my brother but you weren't there, and that wasn't your fault. I." I stopped as I chocked back the tears that were filling up my eyes. "If I would have just followed your order everything would be different, I'd still be me, I'd. I'm sorry I'm not the same person who left you guys, but all of you can stop worrying."

"You are not leaving again Brianna."