Meet your Match

Outcast

"I won't, all you all would do would be follow me, I'm going to my house and no you can't follow me and no I won't be back. Emily thank you for dinner it was amazing as always I wrote my number down for you and you know where I live, Seth, Leah you as well, the rest of you sorry I didn't get to know and guys I'm sorry for all the pain I have caused you guys, I, just you don't have to be scared or worried anymore, and Quil don't worry I won't come near Claire same with Kim Jared." As I saw two of my brothers lower their heads in shame I heard a hard growl.  We all turned towards the stairs as Paul stood obviously seething in anger. Hell his only thought was who had made me feel like this, who hurt me, who disrespected me, he was going to kick someone's ass.

"Which one of you did it." He growled in a low tone. Emily grabbed Claire backing as far into the counter as she could, Leah going to stand in front of them. I quickly moved past everyone grabbing Paul and pushing him against the wall, I felt part of it crack.

"No one did anything."

"Bullshit."

"Paul, please stop, you're not going to fight none of them because of me."

"Who made you feel like."

"No one Paul, they are entitled to feel how they do, it's not their fault I'm different now."

"You're not different." He said roughly in my face before looking up as his body shook more. "Who the fuck told her she was different."

"No one." Jared said looking at him.

"Freak did it." I felt Paul try to push me back and I thanked God at that moment for the strength I had, I was keeping him planted to the wall. I ignored the voice I heard, knowing it was one of the new kids who phased while I had been gone.

"Paul please calm down."

"Let me go, Brianna."

"I won't let you hurt your family."

"YOU'RE my family Brianna."

"Stop, now."

"She is your fucking pack mate how dare any of you make her feel like this, or unwelcomed, what the fuck is wrong with you."

"Paul don't."

"No, they need to explain their selves."

"No Paul they don't. They can feel how they feel."

"They can go, you're staying."

"No Paul, this is basically pack house, I'll go, they can stay. I, they need him more than I do, I'm going to our house."

"Bri."

"Paul just fucking drop it ok, they aren't comfortable, if the role was reversed I might be uncomfortable too, it's understandable. Just control your fucking anger ok, they are kids leave them alone and as far as Quil and Jared they have every right to concerned for their imprints and their safety."

"Oh please you won't hurt anyone, you are still you."

"Who has powers and strength like a baby vamp, the only reason you're acting the way you are is because I am your imprint."

"Bri."

"Paul." I said grabbing his face and looking into his eyes. "For me just stay calm, it's ok, I'm ok. Yes, it hurts, it hurts a lot to know the people you grew up with and who are your family are afraid of you, that they compare me to a vampire, that they don't want me around them, here, their family, why I'm even still in the pack, why not destroy me, am I or will I be a danger, can I be trusted, can I be left alone, everything including the failure you and Sam feel about not keeping me safe, it is all rational and every single one of you has a right to feel that way, yes it hurts but I am a grown adult, hell I thought I would never see any of you again let alone ever even be home so the fact I am back and you're all still alive is good enough for me. I was on my own in hell for half a year I'm pretty sure I can handle being on my own. Sam take a few days to think about things, all of you talk to share your opinions, and then Sam decide if I am still a part of this pack."

"You are a part of this pack."

"Paul you aren't alpha, he is, Jake is, if, if I am not welcome here in La Push or as part of this pack then so be it, I will follow him and listen to what he says and you will too, even if his answer is I'm out."

"I will not."

"If you want me to take your last name you will listen to me and to whatever order he gives you, right now I am ordering you to sit the fuck down eat dinner, and let it go, Claire is scared right now." Quil cut me off growling at me and getting in my face.

"Stay out of my imprints head."

"I wasn't, I could hear her heartbeat from here, we are scaring her and Emily, I'm sorry I made you feel I was in her head." I bowed my head in shame as I sprinted off leaving the house, I let my tears fall not able to keep holding them at bay, I ran until I felt my eyes get blurry from crying and I collapsed on the ground in tears. Quil's face keeps popping up in my head, how he looked when he thought I was reading Claire's mind, the look on everyone's face as I said what they were thinking, even my brother. I shook my head after five minutes and got my thoughts together. I got up quickly running home and changing into some comfortable pajamas.