Aaron T. x Aaron Z. - One-shots

Fool

3rd person POV:

Z loved T. He loved him a lot. T always called him at 3:00 a.m crying. T didn't have the best home life, infact it was horrible. It was 3:13 on a monday when he proposed the idea of a road trip to T. He said yes.

Now they're here. Middle of Canada. Canada was beautiful, the lakes went on forever and the trees towered above the ground. The sun shined out through the trees and a few clouds drifted through the light blue sky. The two boys sat in the front seats, Z drving while T rested his head on the window looking out into the wilderness. His eyes light up when he spots a deer in the fields grazing or the cranes calling to each other through the tall grasses. Z smiled to himself. He wanted to kiss this boy so bad, make evey bad memory go away. Have them stay in these woods forever, just them and the wild. But Z knew that couldn't happen. Because T didn't like him. The thing Z tried to ignore kept bubbling up in him, the fact that T could never love him, or never will. His smile turned to a small frown as T continued staring out the window. Eyes on the road. He thought. Theres no point in wanting something you know you can't have.

Z was a fool.

They eventually stopped at a campground next to a lake. It was 11:30 and both were extremely tierd. Z groaned and feel into the bed of the van. They put down the 4 seats in the back so they could sleep there. They didn't feel like staying at a sketchy hotel in the middle of no where, the van was pretty comfy anyways. T layed down next to him, they both stared out through the sky light of the van into the deep black sky, the stars sparkling brightly in the sea of darkness. Suddenly, Z felt something grab his hand, it was T. Dammit he thought, why does he keep pretending that he loves me? Does he know I like him? I'm just chasing after nothing. This isn't going to go anywhere, I'm such a fool. They layed there for a few minutes, fingers interlocked within eachothers. Slowly they both fell asleep, looking at the stars.

7:30 in the morning.

That's when they woke up. Z was awoken by a soft groan from T. They both hadn't gotten much sleep. Z sat up and looked at T. T opened his eyes and looked at Z. He thought he saw longing in his eyes, love, but that couldn't be true. T didn't love him, it was impossible. Z gave him a soft smile. T looked adorable, his fluffy hair messy and his tired lop sided smile made Z's heart ache. He couldn't have him. Why did he want him so bad. God, he really is a fool.

I'm stuck in 2013.

"Jeez Z," T giggled, "These songs are horrible!" Z shoved T playfully, "Oh shut up T!" Z gave him a toothy grin, "These are all from like 2013! Serousily, you music taste is crap," T shoved him back, "Well maybe I'm stuck in 2013! Ever thought of that T," T rolled his eyes in return, "You're so stupid," he giggled. Z loved his stupid laugh, and his stupid face. Everything. He loved everything about T. No matter how stupid it was. He made Z's heart dance in his chest. And butterflies to explode in his stomach. Why is he still chasing after T again? Why did he do this trip? Why does he even try? Z will never know.

You're such a fool to keep pretending that your loving me.

There they sat. In the middle of a flower field. Hips connected sitting so close they might aswell be one. Z's arm was drapped over T's shoulder as his head was laying on Z's chest. He could probaly hear how quickly Z's heart was beating. He knows doesn't he, and yet he keeps pretending he loves me. Does he feel bad? Is he trying to convince himself? Z wanted to puke. Why does this happen. He knows he can't have him. Yet he still gets hope. "Why," Z questions, "Why what," T looks up and gives Z a confused look, "Why do you pretend you love me," Z was staring off into the field, the sounds of the trees russling softly in the wind carried in the distance. The silence seemed to carry on forever. He ruined it. Z ruined it. He should have just stayed quiet. Then they could still be friends.

I am such a fool

"You're such a fool Z," T whispered, "Such a big fool," he suddenly started laughing, "What- uh why are you laughing?" Z asked, "You're so stupid!" T practicaly yelled through is giggles, "I'm not pretending," T and Z locked eyes "But, it's impossible," Z retorted, "I know it is T," He removed his arm and went to stand, "Why is it impossible," T looked dead into Z's eyes, he couldn't read his expression, "Because...." Z words trailed off into nothing, he looked down at the ground, the flower he stepped on squished into the dirt, "Because it's not," T whispered to him. He stop up and grabbed Z's face and they locked eyes, "Because it's not..." he said again. Then he leaned in.

Yeah, I'm a fool....

Z was a fool. The biggest fool to ever exist. He was convinced it was impossible. Right when he though he had thrown it away, everything he worked so hard to keep. It came back. And it was amazing. The feeling of T's lips on his was like flying. It made him feel alive. But Z was right about one thing, he was a fool, a complete and uder fool.

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