My Life Would Suck

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I had really fucked up this time. I was so angry and just let lose on her. I told her to "get out!" She hasn't been home in 3 days. What was I thinking? I mean I had a right to be mad at her. But Damn it I love her. Maybe we can work this out? Can she forget that? I'm such an idiot...

Vi had done something royally stupid. She went in to hit a Chem Baron head on without back up. There was this huge thing that came at her  (the Baron's pet or someting) and tried to take her head off. She only narrowly escaped because Jinx of all people just happened to show up and blew the thing's head clear off. I mean what on earth was she thinking?! How convenient Jinx just happens to save the day. Ugh I hate that blue haried scrawny little...

Anyway here is Vi telling me this whole story and how she thinks Jinx has changed and maybe we should go after her, that maybe she can get through to her again. I just - I've had it. Has she forgotten everything she's done? How she slaughtered the council? My mother? "No - damnit everything she is is unforgivable." I threw her out. It was hasty but I was so pissed.

Now I'm regretting that. I miss her. My life is pretty meaningless - or at least it feels that way - without her.

I finally had most of the day to think. I had to taken the day off. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to do something to apologize. Probably something completely crazy but at this point I don't care. I was able to have Ekko track her down in the Lanes. I needed to see her. And why not start with a grand gesture...

I threw a stone up to her window... and then another. Finally she threw it open and yelled down, "Caitlyn? What the hell?!... What do you want?"

"We I'm sorry!" I yelled back. I kicked the record player on beside me then proceeded to hold up some signs. I had written the lyrics (with some modifications) down just incase she didn't hear. I needed to make my point clearly. I couldn't lose her like this:

"Guess this means I am sorry, I'm standing at your door
Guess this means I take back all I said before...

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues but you're pretty messed up too
Either way I've found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me and honestly
My life would suck without you"

At this point I had made a total scene as the song continued repeating the chorus. Vi was visibly flustered and torn at what to do next. She looked at the crowd that had started assembling. I just stood there. I wasn't sure she'd forgive me or not. But I wanted her to make that decision on her own. She slid down the side of the building and walked up towards me slowly. She ran her bare hands through her hair as she approached.

"Cait," She smiled a little and cocked her head slightly. "I love you too." She reached her hands to my face and kissed me hard in front of everyone.
"Can we go home now?" I whispered in her ear crying a little.
"Yeah, let's go home." She smiled and wiped my tears away.

**My Life Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson

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