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~ in which you and your girlfriend embrace each other with love.~ 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩: romantic 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: moonbyul x fem!reader 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: implicit/implied smut 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1187
─────── ~ ʚĭɞ ~ ───────
There was never a given opportunity for you to be able to muster your love towards your girlfriend. Maybe it's because you were hesitant, or maybe even scared of crossing that certain boundary, or were just overthinking that she wouldn't like it. Yet it was all there, unknowingly, expressed in the most simplest actions of how much your girlfriend loved you back.
The idea of making love for the first time never fails to make you nervous. It shyed you away completely every time the thought would come up, but you knew there was something you could sense. And the way your body reacts to the thought nearly gives it all away. There were many times you almost acted upon the thought, where you two would be sharing a blissful moment together, your lips brushing againsts hers as she pulls you close, but then your head would completely stop you.
Byulyi quite possibly knew there was something up with you; she just never chose to speak up. She knew you would be open with her when you're ready. She never pressed onto your feelings, never pressured you to say what's on your mind. She comforts you when needed and easily senses your feelings, even if you never opened up about anything. She gave you her whole world. The two of you have been together for nearly five months, and even bought a shared apartment together not that long ago.
It was perfect𑁋there was no memory that the two of you have made that would be forgettable. You believed that being with her in the same place would give you the encouragement to finally embrace your relationship with her in the right places.
But once again, your nervousness would only stop you. What's gotten you so afraid to make such a leap of faith? To take this precious bond with her to the next level? To be able to cherish her, to love her, just as you wanted to for all this time?
Yet now, there's a short moment where Byulyi notices it once more from the way you would look at her from the bedroom while she was in the bathroom preparing to go to bed. It would be a look full of something𑁋she reckons attentiveness, or to give you some attention. She smiles lightly to the sight before returning back to herself in the mirror. Her dyed blonde hair had been slightly darkened from a shower and matted to her skin, shoulders exposed from the sleeve-cut shirt and short shorts she wore. It was just in these moments where the two of you were comfortable with each other.
However for you, this look of desire fueling in your eyes that she has yet to pinpoint makes your heart spin and mouth go dry with words as you continue to peer in her direction.
Your eyes still don't leave her as she turns off the lights to the bathroom before headingn to where you were, perching herself idly at the end of the bed and appearing more awoken than tired. She sits next to you calmly, and you inhale her scent along with the lavender fragrance from her body wash.
There's a question that's asked from her, and hearing her deep voice makes you shiver which only distracts you from the actual question. You don't respond as your eyes leave her guiltily, brushing away those feelings again, which only makes her begin to wonder even more.
"Y/N, I know that's soemthing been bothering you for a while," she says quietly. "You know you can tell me, right?"
Now your eyes click with her in one place, the two of you gazing at one another for the longest moment. You knew you can tell her anything at this point, but it was something that couldn't simply be told.
Byulyi only continues to assure you about how it was okay to tell her when you were ready with whatever was bothering you. But you're caught in this listening and not-listening dilemma as your eyes fixate on her once more, focusing on just the keen details of her face, as if you haven't noticed her small habits already; it felt like you were rediscovering them again.
You lean in closer to her on the bed, pressing a thigh against hers, the touch completely signifying closeness between you two. You don't even notice she's stopped talking at this point, giving you a look of patience, or a look that seemed as if she hasn't seen you this close in days.
And in just a blur, there's only a second that passes for you to lean in and kiss her. This kiss would contain as much as desperation just as the first ever kiss you've shared with her. But this time, it was different, and filled with a type of intensity you didn't expect to have within you.
However, what you didn't expect would be Byulyi kissing you back at your level, as if she had been waiting to kiss you like this. There's no other words exchanged, just actions, touches of affection, like a magnet drawing you two closer.
And it would be in the way Byulyi would respond to each of your little actions with a soft sigh or a gentle nudge at your clothing. She would get just as lost in the moment as you were with her. This was it, and you wanted nothing more than to express just how much you love her.
At some point, Byulyi had taken lead to help you strip out of your clothes, her eyes washing in your form as you did the same for her. And then she'd kiss you again, her hands roaming as you did to her. Your warm bodies press together perfectly like a puzzle piece, desperate kisses to each other's lips. And then you touch her, and a gasp would leave her mouth. You needed to hear more.
The world around only faded. It was slow, sweet, and free from any rush or hesitation. There were a few words exchanged here and there, mostly from Byulyi, who said at some point she's been wanting to be able to this with you for the longest time. It only encouraged you even more𑁋to be with her, part of her, and to be completely equal with her. The two of you may have gone long moments without talking and sitting in comfortable silence, but this would probably be marked as the longest without any words after that.
From head to toe, short breaths melting into one another, it would be Byulyi who would gratefully embrace you into her arms. Her hands plant at your waist firmly as she looks up at you longingly, nothing but love in her eyes, seemingly breathless between your legs. Her gaze held nothing but a silent question.
You didn't need to give an answer before your body could only shutdown with reckless abandon for her.
