ok so this is my first rant thingy??? idk but i'm v pissed off okay here let me explain this to u:
alright so i have been friends w this guy (let's call him dick face) for a little over five months and we got rlly close and stuff and he used to get me food and he bought me a journal to write in and crIes!!! anyways so over the course of our friendship, i somewhere along the way started to like him a lot??? and idk i fell for him rlly hard but never told him bc i'm scared of rejection :///
and like my friend (let's call her bitch face) knew about dick face and always thought we would end up together and said he was stupid for not realizing and blah blah blah and she said she would never try anything w him bc he didn't attract her in that way and that she wouldn't do that to me ok
so he never rlly made an effort to hangout w me outside of school bc idk he's always "busy" and so i was like ok whatev.,........ but for some reason bitch face starts becoming friends w him so i was like :):):):);): ok !! it wasn't a big deal that they texted and stuff but idk it kinda bothered me
so anyways this is where it get pissed off: yesterday i looked on snapchat on bitch face's story and its a picture of dick face that she took at zaxbys (restaurant) and he's like smiling and the caption is like "cutie" and i just goT sO pissed
like at this point i don't like him as much as i used to but still she's supposed to be my fucking friend and my family has done A LOT for her the pay few years and she doesn't even have the decency to ask me if it was okay?!?!!! LIEK SHEKNOES I FUCKING LIKE HIM I HATE HER
and hE WAS ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT HOW HE WAS ALWAYS SO BUSY THAT HE COULDNT HABGOUT WITH ME
AFTER 5 MONTHS OF FRIENDSHIP AND NO HANGING OUT, HE CAN FIND THE TIME TO HANGOT WITH SOMEONE WHO HE BARELY FUCKING KNOWS!!!!
I HATE THEM BOTH AND THEYRE HORRIBLE FRIENDS AND I WANT TO CRY BECAUSE THEY BOTT KNEW KNEW BETTER GOD I FUCKINF HATE THEM
IT JUST HURTS BC IM NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH THAT SHE WOULDTHINK TO ASK ME IF I MINDED AND IT HURTS THAT I HAVE BEEN THERE FOR HIM THROUGH ALL THIS SHIT AND HE JUST FUCK
i just wanna cry
- marina
