and by the gender of friends
i mean girls bc im pretty much avoided by boys
anyway like its just so irritating sometimes that when my friends invite me to go out
theres almost always somehow this boy that they like or are with coming along
like ok i understand that ur v much in love with one another
buT THAT DOESNT GIVE U THE RIGHT TO USE ME AS SOME EXCUSE FOR UR PARENTS TO LET U GO OUT AND TO HIDE THE FACT THAT UR ACTUALLY ON A DATE WITH UR BOYFRIEND
and whats even worse is that like these friends leave u every chance they have
por ejemplo (why yes i do speak a bit of spanish)
i went out with one of my friends and ya well her boyfriend was there and it was alright with me bc she told me beforehand
bUT THEN
BUT THEN
B U T T H E N
the moment i sit my ass down in the cinema
my friend goes like "oh i have to go to the bathroom"
then ofc im just like "oh ok"
anD THEN A FEW MINUTES LATER HER BOYFRIEND GOES LIKE "OH I HAVE TO GO TALK TO MY DAD ON THE PHONE"
WELL LISTEN HERE LOVER BOY U CANT FOOL ME WHEN UR BASICALLY COVERING UR OTHER MESSAGES WHICH ARE FROM MY FRIEND
like for fucks sake ppl just tell me if u wanna make out with each other
nOT MAKE ME LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT CARRYING ALL THE POPCORN AND PRETZELS IN MY HANDS WHILE WATCHING A NEWLY AWAKENED GODZILLA
but ok i got over the fact that they left me for a few minutes
oR SO I THOUGHT
they never came back
nEVER
NOT UNTIL THE MOVIE ENDED
NOT UNTIL THE CREDITS WERE FINISHED
NOT UNTIL I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE DAMN CINEMA
NADA NOTHING
I JUST FIND THEM BY THIS COUCH AT THE MALL CHILLIN
"ya lemme chill with my bby while my friend, who i used to actually get my parents' permission, watches godzilla in the theater"
well i hope u feel bad bc i fuCKING ATE THE POPCORN AND THE PRETZELS AND DRANK DAMN SODA WHILE U WERE SMOOCHING EACH OTHERS FACES OFF
ok in short i just hate being used for boys by these beings i call "friends"
good day
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