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25

Chapter 25

" Where did those come from?"
Chanel bags and some LV paper bags, Alexander Wang shoe boxes and some Gucci paper bags.
Me" Andrew has baby with Cassandra"
Cebo" Your Andrew?"
Me" My husband, yes, he is a whore that one"
Bongi" Wait, I need you to help me understand because ndi lost"
Me" Cassandra is what you are to umfazi ka Thabiso"
Cebo" Hay suxoka!!"
Me" Eshe! Andrew Junior"
Bongi" Who is Andrew Junior?"
Me" Their son!"
Cebo" Hay ithi uyaxoka!"
Bongi" Hahaha Cebo voestek"
" Wait need to call Sima"
Me" She is in surgery"
Cebo" So he bought you expensive clothes to apologize?"
" You already buy expensive clothes with his money njena"
Me" No, he bought me a new car, the Porsche that's outside is mine"
Bongi" Sana! Ndi lost"
Me" He went to visit his bastard and took our idiots with him because that bastard is their sibling"
Cebo" Andrew Junior"
" I know the timing is off but fuck I love her work"
Me" Her suing me for emotional damage is my favorite and she knew that I kept Luna from Andrew and he would never let his child grow up without him being an active father"
Cebo" Fuck! I love her please abeg let me hug her"
Me" You are my friend"
Cebo" Love a good villain though"
Bongi" Still confused"
Cebo" Uthatha kade kanene, Andrew is throwing money around because he had an affair with Cassandra!"
Me" Bingo!"
Bongi" When ?"
Me" Asked him, uthi briefly after we got married before he found out Harry was his then they stopped and then picked up again when we separated"
" So we are going away for the weekend, without the kids because we can finally have sex"
Bongi" Sana! Was he even loyal to you these last 6 months?"
Me" He says he was and I am choosing to believe that"
Cebo" I want your bravery"
Bongi" I want that Dior bag"
Me" It's yours"
Bongi" Jokes aside, how are you?"
Me" I don't know but I am staying with him"
Cebo" Ndakwazi ke wena! Don't get pregnant!!!!"
Me" My father literally said the same thing"
" Hahaha I won't"
Bongi" Niyaphi?"
" Zoey are you okay?"
Me" Yea"
" I am sure we are going to Laluka"
Cebo" Why upholile?"
Me" I don't know"
" When it comes to Andrew, I am choosing my battles. This doesn't seem like one I should be stressing myself about"
Cebo" You gonna kill him"
Me" Hahaha fuck no, it took us a while to get here mani. So if I get angry ngo Cassandra then I will go back to a dark hole and andifuni lonto"
Bongi" So your traitors went to see their brother?"
Me" Yea, Luna was so disappointed. I just told her ukuba the child is much of her sibling like abanye"
Cebo" Umdala kaloku uLuna"
Me" Yea, I am tired man"
Bongi" Let me share my mess@
Me" Please"
Bongi"Thabiso' wife called while we were busy and I was on top. So he never misses her call, he grabs the phone then tells me to continue because this will be quick"
Me" Hahaha you are evil!"
Bongi" No, he is evil. The call was quick nyani, so we continue doing our thing. Afterwards I mention that I am okay with him being married however his WhatsApp profile picture makes me uncomfortable"
Cebo" If he changed it, I need you to share your prayer"
Bongi" Hahaha I feel guilty about yonke lento but then I don't feel guilty at the same time"
Me" You fell in love"
Bongi" Deep"
" I don't know what comes next but I know he won't leave her me but I love him. More than I intended to"
Me" Yhuu! Akhonto ilungayo"

#

Andrew and I took the kids out for supper after they returned. It was dead quiet in the car. I was so confused because Harry always has something to say. I use music to communicate with my children. It's always been a thing.
Me" What is the mood today?"
Andrew" Complicated"
Luna" Sad"
Harry" I want to go home"
Me" Haybo Boy, we are going out for supper then you off to visit Pappa for the weekend"
Harry" I don't want to play"
Andrew" What do you guys want to do then ? Because your mother and I are leaving for the entire weekend"
Luna" With Cassandra and her child?"
And the drama starts.
Me" No, just Andrew and I, okay let's go home and we can talk properly"
We drove back to the house and there were more clothes in the living room. I instantly got annoyed.
" Please tell your assistant to stop buying me clothes before I kill her and then you!"

#

Me" What's wrong?"
Luna" Why is Cassandra's child Andrew's child?"
Andrew" We made a baby together because I loved her"
Harry" But you say you love mommy"
" Is she my mommy?"
Luna" Are they going to come here?"
" I don't want that baby"
Harry" Me too"
Andrew" He is your brother"
" Cassie isn't moving in with us"
Me" I am sorry for the changes but Andrew is right, he is your brother and you have to like him"
Harry" Nope"
" Can I ask Pappa to fetch us now Mommy?"
Me" Luna call your grandmother, nizotya ngoku?"
Luna" Singahamba if granny can fetch us?"
Me" Khahlale, for Tatakho. Thetha no Harry, ndakucela"
Luna" Wena uyamthanda la mntana?"
Me" Yea, I love you 3 even more more"
Luna" okay ke"

#

After a long and awkward night, Andrew and I took a bath together. He was down and I hated that I felt sorry for him. But I did, I think he was filled with regret.
" Siri play me a sad song"
A Soulmate That Wasn't Meant To Be by Jess Benko.
Andrew" Is Siri suggesting we get a divorce?"
Me" Hahaha I don't think she has that power"
" I hate seeing you like this"
Andrew" My children hate me"
Me" They don't, Luyanda doesn't even know what is happening"
Andrew" I am sorry about the gifts"
Me" That's a lot of Chanel"
Andrew" Those are from my mother, she got them for you when they went to Paris but they were in the Mtunzini house. So I got them sent here, everything else is from me"
" I bought the car way before this shit, just like I bought you car on our last anniversary"
Me" I love you"
" I am scared that you'll do it again and for that reason I can't be in the moment"
Andrew" I love you enough to never do it again"
Me" Are we moving again?"
Andrew" I wish we could but I am tired of the bumpy roads"
Me" You know 16 years ago I gave birth to one of your children. And she wants a huge Sweet 16, so I am telling you to do the right thing and win her over again"
Andrew" Can't believe I have a 16 year old"
Me" We are not known for making the best decisions"
Andrew" I wanted to ask you for your hand in marriage, I wanted us to have a big wedding, I wanted to do all these you have wanted and then we finally have sex but whatever I do right now seems like a grand gesture to conceal the fact that I have a child with someone else. Fuck!"
Me" Hey, I don't need all those things. It's you Andrew Thomas Walsh, it was you seventeen years ago. And it will always be you, I stand besides you"
" I love you"
Andrew" I love you too"