You again

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Chapter 29

I don't know if Andrew and I were okay again but after Luna's procedure, we found ourselves on the couch again trying to fix our marriage. He was still denying sleeping with Cebo and had taken a vow to stay away from all my friends. So it was just the five of us, and yes Andrew and I haven't had had sex for 1 year and 2 months. I wasn't even wearing my ring anymore, I took it off then and never wore it again. I started going back to being the old me before him and I had children, I went to the gym, I got a breast lift and a tummy tuck. I did things for myself and I became super mom too. Luna was suddenly in grade 10, things were ever changing. Mavu visited more often, my parents were starting to get old and I made sure I spent more time with them. While checking up regularly on my mother in law. I don't know a lot about life but I know that for my family I would do anything. Even if it means letting Andrew's bastard come to my home. Harry still didn't like Andrew Junior, he didn't even bother pretending. Like you'd ask him " What did your brother do?" And he would shrug "I don't know that baby" then walk away. I kid you not.

" Haaaaaaaaarrry!!!!"
Luyanda called her little brother because I asked her to pick up her toys. Yea, 3 years old and lazy as hell.
Me" Luyanda, pick up the toys"
Luyanda" I am tired Mommy"
Me" From what?? Playing all day?"
Luyanda" Yes"
Me" Please get out of my house"
Harry" I'll clean it Mama"
Me" No, she is now homeless"
Luna" Hahaha I don't think she even understands that part"
Luyanda" Mama are you sad?"
Me" Yes"
Luyanda" Harry Mama is sad"
I feel sorry for her boyfriend, Harry will be part of that relationship.
Luna" Zoey, can we go swim?"
Me" Nope, You are grounded remember?"
" You can look after your siblings and I am going to bed"
Luna" When does the punishment end?"
Me" When you turn 18"
Luna" Hahaha you are being serious aren't you?"
Me" Damn straight, you can invite your boyfriend here but no touching Luna. Harry with your at all times or else you'll hangout with your grandparents in heaven"
Luna" That's dark"

#

I went to take a shower then looked for something to wear because I wasn't even sleepy anyway. I decided on a leggings and an oversized shirt, I did my makeup and wore heels. I had decided to take everyone out for an early supper.
" Hey"
He said and I nodded then offered a smile;
Andrew" You look beautiful"
Me" Thank you"
Andrew" Haven't seen you with your hair like that for a while"
I had a braids done, kinda got tired of weaves.
Me" Yea, last minute decision"
Andrew" Can I join you for supper?"
Me" Yea"
Andrew" I miss you Zoey"
" You don't have to say anything"
Me" We will wait in the car for you"
I took a jacket then went to get the idiots, I even forgot Luna's boyfriend was here. We all went out for supper. We dropped him off afterwards then we all went to home.
Harry" Can we please watch a movie"
Me" Your Dad has to be at work early"
Andrew" Working from home tomorrow"
" Harry has the piano showcase"
Me" I know"
Luna" Movie it is"
We watched two movies before everyone retired to bed. Andrew came in to fetch his pyjamas then went to his room. Luyanda and I snuggled.

#

The following day Andrew offered to do carpool, so I went back to bed. I went to jog later than usual, returned home, took a shower then changed to sweatpants and tshirt with Old Skool Vans then a bucket hat. After looking cute I then ran errands. I got a call from Bongi and I ignored it, I went grocery shopping then sent my parents money. It was obvious followed by complaints and then a thank you. I went back home unpacked the groceries then changed to a Yellow satin mid length dress, and nude strap heels. I just wiped my armpits with wipes. We have a water crisis people, can't be taking showers oko. I did my braids in a bun, my makeup was simple this was black tie but I didn't want to be too much.

" Fuck"
He said and I grabbed my clutch bag fighting the edge to kiss my husband. Miss him so much.
Andrew" Luna and Luyanda are with the nanny"
Me" Are we taking the same car?"
Andrew" Yea"
" You look beautiful"
Me" Thank you"

During the concert his hand was on my lap, our son played beautifully. Afterwards forced us to take pictures and then asked if he could go to a sleepover. Andrew and I agreed. We drove back home in silence, when we arrived he cleared his throat then looked at me;
" I need a drink, I know your imagination will come up with all these things. I just need a break from whatever shit is happening between us"
Me" Goodnight"
Andrew" Nothing good about it, if I had my way, you'd be naked and screaming my name in the backseat of this car"
Me" Then have it your way"
Andrew" Are you sure?"
I nodded