can't shut my heart up 2

regret

Ruby POV

~~~flashback~~~

R: *sigh* lemme get this straight... the newbie we were-

A: i *sniff* w-was

R: right... the newbie you were in charge of is now high and you have no idea where they are and we need to get em to the broken bottle in a couple of minutes to perform

A: y-yeah, i only left her alone for a minute, i don't-

R: calm down calm down... it's diane right?

                       No wonder the mayor waited five months, she probably figured something like this would happen... but maybe this'll work in my favor... maybe people'll see me differently...

A: yeah, just my luck huh?

R: look, i'll find her okay? gimme a couple mins and if i can't find her we'll meet at the bar anyway okay?

A: okay... thanks ruby

R: no problem, what are siblings for?

                       She hugs me... i don't hug back but i appreciate it... at least someone isn't scared of me... someday it'll be different... people'll like me just as much as allie does 

~~~end of flashback~~~

R: *sigh* 

                      I can't believe i was ever stupid enough to believe that... that people would ever treat me different from what i am... a monster. I pull on the chains around my wrists just to hear something because that's all i got... can't talk cause of this mask, can't see shit... i'm starving but no one has the guts to bring me food like the others so yanno... whatever. I don't know when Virus just decided to leave for a while but she did and honestly i almost wish she came back... while i hated it her being in my head gave me something to think about even if it was hell on earth... she's right, always been right... i deserve this for everything i do... then again... that's not what violet thinks... she's the best thing that's ever happened to me, but also the worse... she makes me wanna change when i just can't, i can't get better, i can't be likable, i can't change myself... sometimes i wonder why i haven't killed myself yet but then i realized violet would be sad... it'd be better for everyone if i did though... allie... violet... it'd just be safer for this whole town if i was gone...

Gemma POV

                      What's going on? What happened? Am i in jail? Why am i in jail? what did i do now? HOLY SHIT IS THE TOWN OKAY? WHERE'S SHATTER?-

Shatter POV

                         I'm scared... why am i in my cell, what did i do? I didn't do anything all i remember was being in the hospital and... gemma was gone when i woke up... i'm so tired... i need to recharge somehow...

Sam POV

                          Madi and Allie are probably so worried...i'm just confused about why i'm in here...

Daemon POV

V: there... i disconnected from them all

Dae: cool, now you won't complain all the time bout the lil headaches

                      She pins me to a wall... what? Does she think that'll fucking intimidate me or something?

V: those "lil headaches" so happen to hurt more than you could imagine or handle

Dae: get off me

V: MAKE me

                      Bitch-

Dae: i'm REALLY starting to fucking regret helping you

V: i never asked for that bitch, i would've come back somehow with or WITHOUT you're help

Dae: yeah well... well i... well...

                        Okay maybe this is kinda intimidating... she's just tall... shit think of a comeback daemon-

V: i'm sorry? what was that?

Dae: *gulp*

V: that's what i thought 

Dae: i... G-GET off mE-

                   I can feel my neck heating up, i feel so small and the fucking VOICE CRACK?-

V: *chuckle* 

                       I push her away and she just rolls her eyes

Dae: why the hell are you pink?

V: S-SHUT UP