can't shut my heart up 2

cry

Jess POV

                       Oh God is she okay? i walk into the bathroom and hear her coughing in a stall

J: ava?

A: *groan* man my head

J: hey? a-are you okay? we can leave-

                She opens the door and walks pass me to wash her hands

A: hey, hey... don't worry too much... i'm fine, i just panicked while choking on soda aha i'm okay

J: y-you sure? i mean it w-we can leave i... i...

A: jess

J: ...

A: jess

J: hm?

A: you spaced out again

J: o-oh sorry

A: it's alright... i'm alright, okay? come on, i'm your older sister, you don't need to worry bout me as much as i do about you... it's my job to worry about you

J: yeah i guess... i'm still taller though

A: shut up -_-

J: *chuckle* alright... if you really are okay, let's go

Lexi POV

                 Wow i didn't expect Hope to make it this far, sure it's only been four shots but she's always come across as a lightweight to me

Mad: hit me again

A: a-are you sure sugar? you don't normally make it this far

H: yeah "sugar" why don't ya give up

Mad: you fucking wishhh

                Allie pours em each another shot and sits next to me

A: this was not a good idea

L: agreed... it's kinda funny though

A: oh it's hilarious, that being said, she'll have a KILLER hangover tomorrow...*sigh* which'll kinda suck since we were gonna go... get sam back

I: it is... you two should make sure to stay sober and... i'm sorry about sam...

L: yeah *sigh* ... i'm sorry bud, maybe you're right, maybe we should stop them

A: nah... madi looks happy... let it be i i guess 

L: hm... same with hope...

                  I grab a roll from my bag and my lighter

I: is that weed?

L: yeah... want some?

A: oh n-nah i'm good

L: *shrugs* you?

I: no thank you, i don't do weed

                   I light it and take a hit, i won't get high enough where i can't drive since one of us has to but it's been a while 

M: woah i missed that! y'all were great, that's all from me tonight!

                  Max jumps off stage and walks up to Iris

I: max, you did great!

M: thanks babygirl... woah mads... isn't that a lil much for you?... yanno how you get

Mad: pfttt i'm fineeeee 

                  Max looks at the table then at Allie and I

M: stay sober

A: yeah

L: don't worry we are... well partly anyway

Faith POV

                    I'm sitting nice and dry on the bed wrapped in the blanket... i really needed that cry 

J: i'm back, here got you some snacks

F: thank you jade

J: of course sweetie

                She sits next to me and i lay my head on her shoulder

J: you might not wanna do that my hair's still wet

F: i don't mind

J: you sure?

F: yep

                 I open the blanket and try to wrap it around her too. She grabs a end and snuggles up with me so we can both wrap up...

F: jade, serious question

J: oh darn, am i in trouble?

F: what n-no of-

J: that was a joke... what is it?

F: oh *chuckle* i um... just wanna make sure you're not disappointed... you weren't expecting to um... you know... in there

J: what do you mean? i showered with my amazing girlfriend how would i possibly be disappointed?

F: well um... i know most people when they shower with their partner expect... you know...

J: hey

F: hm?

J: what? you think i wanted sex? s-sorry did you want sex i c-can do that-

F: no no no i... i just want to make sure you didn't want it... i don-

J: oh... hun i don't care about that... you know we don't really do that... i uh... i'm still not the best at it a-anyway

F: oh you're amazing at it *blushes*

J: *smiles* thanks but... no, i didn't want that... i want you to be happy... that's all, i don't need that stuff... and i don't want you EVER thinking i want you to do it if you don't want to understand?

F: i okay

J: ... wanna watch a movie?

F: yes! uh... please, if you want to 

J: *chuckle* okay