can't shut my heart up 2

release

Maxine POV

                        Man i missed this shit

M: i'm such a mess you don't even know the half of it! i must confess i'm a chore!

Jade POV

J: *sigh* 

F: rough day sweetheart?

J: *chuckle* a lil, just hot out there

F: i get it, you shouldn't work too hard, the garden won't come back in a day

J: true still someone had to get ride of the old soil and lay down the new one... and take care of the weeds and plant the seeds and all that

F: sounds like it really was a long day for you, want some warm tea?

J: i wanna shower... but i'll take that tea

F: okay

                      We have some tea while watching tv and then i get up

J: well i should shower

F: i wouldn't mind showering myself

J: oh do you want to go? i can wait

F: no that's okay

J: then again... been a wile since we've showered together

F: *smiles* that is true

                        We head to the bathroom, undress and get into the shower together... i'm sure this is when most people would get it on or something but we aren't like that. I turn on the water and stand in front of faith so the cold water doesn't hit her right away, i know how much she hate that cold whatever that comes out before it warms up-

J: GEEZ

F: *gasp*

J: that's cold *chuckle* sorry did i scare you?

F: a l-lil... thanks jade

J: no problem

                       I hand her the soap and start running my hands thru my hair to wash it... looking at faith... she looks kind of tense still. I turn her around and hug her

F: *chuckle* it's a little hard to shower when you're hugging me like this sweetheart 

J: i just thought you needed it

F: ...

J: you did... didn't you?

F: *gulp* i... it's just everything going on i hardly had time to cry about it... that's silly though isn't it?

J: not at all, you need to release your feelings and you haven't 

F: *sniff*

J: you can let it out... i'm right here

Ava POV

                  Wow the Broken Bottle's packed

A: wow, looks like things are picking up again huh jess?

J: yeah, come on, maybe karen'll let us host a rap night like old times

                    Rap night? gee, we haven't done that in a LONG time... i wouldn't mind it to be honest. We walk in and see Maxine preforming. Madi, Lex, Hope and Allie at a table together, Karen and Harley working, lots of people... nice to see the bar back to what it once was

J: aye karen

K: i'll be right there with that order one sec-

J: nah, keep working just not too hard, it's jess

K: oh hey guys um some second, harley-

H: got em!

J: we were just wondering if we could make tonight a rap night... after maxine finishes her performance of course

K: honestly that'd be great, shoot um i have to get back to work i'm sorry

A: no problem Karen

J: oh and i'll just have a coke

K: here, on the house

J: thanks

                     Jess drinks a coke and hands me one

A: thanks sis

J: yeah

A: heard some people might be coming back to the gym more

J: oh cool, finally, i'll have something else to do other then get jacked

A: *rolls eyes* yeah... anyways so looks like the town really is picking up again... before we *cough* k-know it *cough*

J: h-hey are you okay sis?

                    Fuck i thought i got rid of this cough... i can't let her see this-

A: i *cough* gotta go

                    I run into the bathroom and cough into a paper towel... more blood... it's getting worse. I've already been to the doctor no one know's what's going on with me... they say the last case of anything like this... was astra