can't shut my heart up 2

healing

Alanis POV

Alan: oh man... come on gabs wake up... please, please, please... don't let it be too late

                    They took off that mask over her mouth cause she'd just cough blood up into it so at least there's that i guess... she's breathing easier, that's a relief. I hear someone walk in and turn around to see rose

R: *gasp*

Alan: yeah it ain't pretty... i mean she is and the flowers are but... not like this

R: oh gabrielle

                         She sits on a chair next to the bed

Alan: she'll be fine though... right? all i have to do is make it known to her i love her?

R: i... *gulp*

Alan: is it like a kiss? like in a movie or is it words? like what if she don't believe me because i was a idiot and didn't show signs... i just thought i wanted to be really good friends... *sigh* man... what you thinking?

R: i don't know

Alan: what?

R: i don't KNOW alan, this is a really rare case apparently, i d-don't understand it myself

Gab: *groan* 

Alan: gabbie?

                               I lean down a lil

Gab: a-alan?

Alan: i'm right here gabs

Gab: rose? what are you two doing here?

Alan: i'm not leaving ya alone

R: i'm worried gabrielle, that's why i'm here, the town's okay

Gab: g-good *cough*

Alan: look g-gabbie i don't know how to.. *sigh* i don't know how to say this i...

Gab: alan, someone told me i should um... tell you something-

Alan: i love you gabs... i uh... i didn't think i did but...

                                I look back at rose who's just happy to see gabs up again

Alan: i do and... i wish i figured out sooner that i had a amazing women in front of me this whole damn time

Gab: you m-mean that? 

Alan: yeah... and i know i'm not astra and i'm not trying to rush anything but... i'm thinking maybe we could try uh... something yanno?

                                 Man, i have got to get better at wording 

Gab: okay

Alan: w-wait really?

Gab: everyone's right... she'd want me to be happy *sigh* and i'm ready to be happy again... alan?

Alan: yeah?

Gab: can you come here?

                              I sit on the bed and lean closer to her

Gab: i think maybe we could

Alan: *smiles* really? like actually? you'd wanna- 

                          She kisses me on the cheek

Alan: i... i uh

Gab: that'd be amazing

                            Don't really know why i did, but i kissed her on the lips... it kinda just happened. I pull away

Alan: d-damn, i'm sorry

Gab: it's okay

Alan: *smiles* i'm so glad you're okay... rose when does... rose? 

                          Where'd she go?

Rose POV

R: *sniff*

                           She's healing, that's all that matters... besides Alanis said we could work something out... for now, i have to get back to city hall... i doubt i'll make her as happy as she seems to be with alanis though

Madi POV

                       If we could just hurry this up that'd be great, i know allie said to be patient but we were RIGHT there... that being said... max is kinda recovering

Mad: yanno, i don't see why you go in every time

M: *sigh* i just figure someone who can fight even a lil should go in and help... and since everyone else who'd know how to better then me are busy or don't wanna, i could

Mad: ... ya wanna impress iris don't cha?

M: w-what? no

Mad: maxine, i'm your sister, older sister at that... i know a thing or two bout wanting to impress people, while you were the hotter one-

M: what? i was never-

Mad: you attracted more bitches but that's not the point... i had to learn how to impress people to date, while i'm not proud of that i know now how to spot it

M: yeah well... that's... that's only half right 

Mad: oh i know... you probably think of it more as a bonus unlike those cuts and bruises

M: they'll heal

Mad: you have to be more careful max... seriously, as your sister i... i don't wanna see you get more hurt 

M: you wanna see sam though

Mad: yeah