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Jackass POV

                     Finally home with a rented movie from the comic shop and this huge book to study

JA: well this should be... exciting... *sigh* who am i kidding? i'm talking to myself -_-

                      I put in the spiderman dvd, the Raimi trilogy of course and get myself some water to drink

JA: alright chapter one... am i even cut out for this? i mean i joined cause i thought i could but none of this is my jam. The chief treats me like shit, don't ask what pronouns i'm comfy being referred to... i miss the circus, that i can do

                       I love being a clown, that ish so fun... gonna make some kids laugh, have fun... i need to get under the big top again at some point... but fred's proud of me, i should do this for him. He seems so happy with his job, i wish i could be more like him, serious, smart and strong. He got the brains... i'm just... silly i guess

Daisy POV

D: i should call her

J: what if she doesn't pick up?

D: then i can't really do too much, i won't go to the motel for her. She probably wouldn't want to meet up anyway

                      I kiss Jenna on the cheek and dial violet as i wave bye while jenna drives away to get to work

V: hello? daisy?

D: heyyy vi... how you doing?

V: *sigh* well i am still in the pink motel if that's what you're wondering 

D: oh good, they're still letting you stay?

V: yes, madi says not to worry about it money wise... i'm going to pay max and madi back as soon as i make money. I don't really know what job i can get yet, i was comfortable-ish working at the boutique  

D: oh by the way that dude came in and asked for you, i told him you're sick or something so he won't ask

V: thank you, i forgot bout him, can't even remember his name

D: he's ugly

V: *giggle* well... he's not my type anyway. now, why did you call daisy? i know we're sisters but this sounds different

D: look violet, it's about daff 

Violet POV

                          Why did she word it like that?

V: i-is she oka-

                             I would already know if daffodil was in trouble i'm sure...

V: ...what does she want?

D: she says she just wants to talk... she sounded sorry if that means anything

V: would you be there?

D: yeah i think so... it has been a while, i'm rose has time to come. If you don't want to you don't have to

V: i'll think about it, i do miss eating together

D: it'd be tomorrow, i'm assuming for lunch but i'll see if she updates me on anything

V: okay... thank you for telling me

D: of course... love you sis, bye

V: love you too, bye

*hangs up*

                           I hang up and look at ruby. i stay because i don't like that thought of her feeling lonely... no one would like that

V: it was my sister

                           I see her eyes open under the blindfold, the red glow is always a tell tale sign 

V: don't worry it was daisy, not daffodil 

Ruby POV

                          I wanna fucking kill daffodil, she's a bitch

V: OH! i brought food for you, i forgot... 

                            It's the thought that counts. That's what violet would say anyway

V: *sigh* i'm sorry ruby, i-i forgot

                             I'm starving but we both know i can't eat with this thing over my mouth... again. I hate this thing, i hate everything on me, i can't even FUCKING MOVE. IT MAKES ME FUCKING-

V: i'm going to go get the key... don't worry, i'm going to get the key

                           Get the key? They'd never just give HER it...

V: wish me luck