𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫. (Xiao x Adeptus Reader)

𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔰𝔦𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔢𝔫

([A/T] = Adeptus Title) ([A/N] = Adeptus Name) ([Y/N] = Your Name)

Your POV:

It was the next day. I was getting hungrier by the second. What should I do? What can I do? I can't keep this up. Not for long. I don't want to drink but I have to. If I don't I will become a horrific monster.

How much longer until I loose control?

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I had told Alatus that I was going out for some air. He had doubted me but wanted to come with me, I had told him not to. 

I didn't go out for air, I went out to hunt.

I had no choice. If I didn't do it I might attack-

..It doesn't matter.

I was walking to the one place I remember and recognize. Mt. Aocang. There I could gather my thoughts. I didn't want to act irrationally. 

When I got there I immediately sat myself down. I needed a break. From everything. I rested my head in my palms and started to think. How was I going to catch an animal? I was probably rusty since I had been stuck in that hell for millennia. I mean even my fighting skills are worse than they used to be. 

I had seen squirrels around here but seeing as they really don't have a lot of blood it would probably only last a day or two. Three if I'm lucky. But if it was a way to delay the inevitable, I'll do it. 

So I went squirrel hunting. I sounds stupid but I was quite desperate. As they say 'desperate times call for desperate measures'. 

It took me so long to catch one squirrel. One. At least I caught something. Better than nothing right?

I took the squirrel with me under a tree. I sat down with the squirrel in hand and caressed it's head a bit. It was still panicking but not as much as it had done a moment ago. 

"..I'm sorry." I said and moved the squirrel closer to my face. I knew it wasn't exactly going to taste well but I needed blood. I brought the squirrel up to my mouth and sunk my teeth into it, earning a little squeak from it. The blood tasted more or less like cardboard but blood is blood. As I continued to drink I felt the animal becoming weaker in my grip. I simply couldn't bring myself to drink all the blood of an innocent creature, so I let go. I knew this was going to happen so I had prepared some nuts I had found in a tree. I offered the food to the squirrel and it weakly accepted. 

Luckily for the creatures I drink from, my bite actually doesn't hurt too bad. I don't know how it feels, since I haven't tried it, but the people I've fed on earlier in my life had told me it didn't hurt as much as they had expected. Once the squirrel had gotten a little bit better I set it down and watched it walk away. 

I was feeling better now. Energetic. I relaxed a bit against the trees trunk and closed my eyes. 

I heard a twig snap and I rapidly turned my head in the direction. It was to my left. A mortal. Running away. 

Damn it.

not 𝔞𝔤𝔞𝔦𝔫. 

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