MINE (Machi x Reader X Pakunoda )

FATHER II

Y/N POV

I got into the hotel and I immediately began making way to our room. There was a sight that'd normally be sickening. It was heads on the ground, blood smeared on the white walls, bodies and properties burning. The people who did this are definitely good at what they do.

Although as messed up as all this would be, I was not bothered by it in the slightest. I didn't care. The women, the children, all the same to me. I just wanted to make it to our room and make sure my friends are safe.

After a few minutes, I finally got to our room. Without hesitation, I opened the door and there was nothing. I was a little relieved thinking they might've escaped. But I walked into the burning room further and I was met a with the most devastating thing I've ever seen. Gon, Leorio and kurapika laying on the ground... lifeless.

Gon had his head bashed in. Leorio had no head. Kurapika was lying on the ground bleeding and he had the least damage of all three, clearly he did the most fighting.

I immediately burst into tears as I ran towards them. They all had different levels of damages. But the bottom line is.... They were all dead. I couldn't utter a single word, all I did in the burning, crumbling room was cry. The only sounds were that of fire and tears.

I felt powerless, I couldn't protect anything, what I'm I supposed to tell aunt mito and Gon's grandma?. Leorio is never becoming a doctor, and kurapika will never rest in peace because he didn't fulfill his life mission. I continued crying as the image of their dead bodies burns into my memory. Each second that I spent looking at them, doing irreparable damage to me mentally.

After a while, the fire was still on and it was now burning me slightly, but I still was in my position, I felt nothing, I was numb and my tears had dried up. But while I was in that position, some thoughts started to surface in my head.

'why? Why did this happen? Where did I go wrong? Whose fault is this? Kurapika couldn't have lost on a one on one battle. So he was probably ganged up against. Leorio had no nen, Gon was not as strong yet, so kurapika was helpless. GODAMNIT! IF ONLY I WAS HERE!! WHY DID I HAVE TO GO WITH THAT STUPID MACHI!? IT WAS STUPID! I WAS STUPID! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!! I KILLED ALL MY FRIENDS BECAUSE OF A FLIMSY CRUSH!! IM THE ONE TO BLAME!!' I thought.

"I... I killed them all. It's all me. All... my... fault..." I said as I as I had come to the realization that none of this would've happened if I wasn't so stupid.

Even though my mind was going beserk right now, outwardly I just looked... Dead. Even though my thoughts were so going around fiercely, I was outwardly calm outside.

'Me. I killed them with my stupidity. They're all dead. All they're dreams are cut short because of me. Gon... Leorio... kurapika...killua- huh? Killua? Where's killua!?" I thought as I look around me to see nothing.

"He's not here so he must have been out when this happened. Meaning he's probably still alive!! I have to find and protect him!! He's my last friend!!' I thought as I slowly began functioning again and my body regained it's senses.

I was hit with such pain of a part of my arm burning. I had been so absorbed in myself that I didn't realize everything around me was falling apart. I stood up and quickly jumped through a window. Landing at the back of the hotel building. I used my water nen to put off the fire burning my arm. My arm was now scared badly and permanently.

But I didn't care right now, I found purpose. I have a way in my head. My purpose is to find killua and protect him.

11: 50 pm