MINE (Machi x Reader X Pakunoda )

Our True Feelings

This chapter will be a long one.

Y/N POV

"Paku- babe listen to me" I walked over to her.

*SLAP*

My entire head turned around, my ears rang, I had to shut my eyes due to how thunderous the slap was. I can feel the anger shooting straight from her palm.

If this was a different situation I wouldn't have taken that. However I don't have that privilege, after what I subjected my girl to.

"Y/N!" machi screamed as she hurried up to me. "Y/N are you okay?" she held my face and brushing it lightly.

"Pakunoda why would you do that! What's wrong wi-"

"Machi, stand back for now" I said with my eyes still shut.

I slowly opened my eyes, ignoring the pain i just felt.

'Ok, Calm Down Y/N' I thought.

"Babe, listen to me..." I tried to touch her shoulders but she pulled her hand away.

"Dont! Don't fucking touch me" she said, averting her eyes from me. I couldn't believe my ears, my heart was smashed into pieces.

Normally when she's offended, all I needed to do was cuddle her to calm her down, an action I took great pleasure in. But the fact that she wouldn't even let me touch her was gut wrenching.

"Okay... that's fine, but listen... It's not what it-"

"Looks like? You think i'm stupid! I could hear you both screaming each other's names from the other room!!" tears pooled from her eyes, she couldn't even look at me.

'I disgust you that much'

"I...I'm sorry" was all I could say, no matter how much I wanted to explain.

Nothing I was going to say would make the situation better.

"Sorry? That's all you have to say?" she said.

"Because I messed up and whatever I say wouldn't relieve your pain" I answered honestly.

"How long has this been going on..."

"Last week, when we met again"

Even though she's not looking at me, the expression on her face hurt me beyond description.

"Do you love her?" she asked.

I slowly breathed in and out.

"..."

"..."

"..."

"Yes, Yes I'm in love with machi. Very much ''I answered as honestly as I could.

"Y/N?" I heard machi from behind me.

"Y... why? Why're you doing this to us. " Pakunoda cried.

"But I. . .I'm just as in love with you too. I know my heart should belong to only you and no one else, but I met her before you. She broke me and I fell for you because you were the one who healed me."

"However, since that period, even after I was deeply in love with you, I still couldn't bring myself to forget her. Her presence makes me happy as much as yours do" I said, without any sugarcoating.