I Can't Save Us

Chapter 9

Y/N POV

I lied. Walang dadating it will be just me. Ayoko talagang maging burden to anyone.

I pushed myself papuntang sala and try to stand up using my left side. I was able to transfer to the sofa. And I just slept there.

Nagising nalang ako dahil sa phone ko na nagriring. I answered it and it is Tricia. It's already 9pm at mukhang nasa labas pa sya.

Tricia: "Hello Y/N, pwede ba kong pumunta dyan?"

Hindi ko alam kung gusto ko syang makita, I sigh. I was about to answer ng may narinig ako sa background "Hatid na kita Trish." And I know kung kaninong boses yun.

Y/N: "Wala ako sa condo next time nalang."

Hindi na ko naghintay sa sagot nya and just ended the call. I texted ate Aika if she can come over. She texted back na she'll be here in an hour.

Tricia POV

Lately naguguluhan ako kung ano ba talaga sakin si Y/N. I asked her to keep us a secret because I am afraid sa sasabihin ng iba.

Since naging court side reporter ako with NU, Ken is always there for me, we briefly dated before, but I ended it because I caught him cheating. He still trying to get back with me with the promise na nagbago na sya. Since then I've been going out with him to help me figure out myself.

Ken: "Hatid na kita Trish"

"Okay." Sa bahay na ko nagpahatid kasi sabi ni Y/N wala sya sa kanila.

Ken: "Andito na tayo Trish."

"Thank you sa paghatid."

Pababa na sana ko sa kotse nya ng bigla nya kong hatakin at halikan. After a few second I responded to his kiss.

After that, he smile and said "Can we go back to being together?"

I am happy when I'm with Y/N but I feel comfortable even in public with Ken and mukha naman ng nagbago sya.

I breathe deeply before saying yes.

"Please keep your promise."

Ken: "Yes babe I will. Thank you." He then hug me.

Pagkababa ko ng sasakyan nya, I was about to go to the elevator when I saw Y/N looking at me with blank eyes. Shit! Walang tint yung kotse ni Ken. Nakita nya ba? I was to stunned to move.

Aika: "o Tricia bakit ngayon ka lang ginagabi ka lagi ng uwi."

"May dinner lang na pinuntahan Ate. Y/N kasama mo pala si Ate."

Y/N: "Paalis narin kami di ba Ate Aika?" she said while looking at Ate Aiks

"San kayo pupunta sama nyo naman ako."

Aika: "Wag na muna Tricia. Magpakita ka muna kay mama at hinahanap ka."

Hindi na ko nakipag argue. As I don't want to know yet kung anong nasa isip nya. I said my goodbye to them. I am just praying na hindi nakita ni Y/N yun. I will tell her naman pero not like that. Sana talaga hindi nya nakita. I don't want to hurt her like that.

Pag akyat ko sa taas Mama and Jill are watching movie sa sala.

Mama Leni: "Tricia, saan ka nanaman galing."

Tricia: "Dinner lang ma with friends."

Jill: "Dinner date kamo with Ken."

Tricia: "Hindi ah, Ma pasok na kong kwarto."

Mama Leni: "Siguraduhin mo lang Tricia na your not doing anything na makakasama sayo. Be responsible."

Tricia: "Yes ma. I love you, Jill good night na, mahal ka ni Ate."

Jill: "Love you too sis, pero miss ko na si Y/N sabi ni Ate papunta na sila dito."

Tricia: "Saw them kanina sa parking pero may pupuntahan lang daw sila saglit." that's weird dito pala ang punta nila bat pa sila umalis.

Jill: "Tawagan ko nalang sila. Goodnight sis."

Pagpasok ko ng kwarto I can't stop thinking about how Y/N looked at me. Ang gulo mo kasi Tricia. Pano mo ngayon to aayusin. Hays.