I Can't Save Us

Chapter 12

Aika POV

Y/N asked me to drive her home and with the situation with Tricia I feel na eto din yung best for the both of them lalo na kay Y/N.

Pagdating namin ng condo na I saw Gene waiting sa lobby.

Gene: Ate Aika, ako na mag aakyat sa kanya. Salamat po.

Y/N: Thank you Ate Aiks. Pasensya na sa istorbo. I will update you. saad naman nito while hugging me.

Pagkauwi ko ng bahay I saw Tricia lying on the couch with her phone.

Tricia: "Ate nasan si Y/N?"

"Umuwi na sa kanila." I quickly said while going to the kitchen. Sa totoo lang naiinis padin ako sa ginawa ni Tricia kay Y/N. Di nya deserve masaktan ng ganun.

Tricia: "Bakit mo hinayaang umuwi, walang mag aasikaso sa kanya dun."

Aika: "Patty, just please stop. May kasama sya at bibisita naman ako dun from time to time. No need to worry. Kung talagang nag aalala ka sa kanya. Call her. Visit her."

Hindi sya nakasagot. Akmang papasok na ko ng kwarto when I heard her say,

Tricia: "Mahal ko naman si Y/N ate, pero hindi enough para mapanindigan ko sya."

I just sighed and said "What other people think does not matter Tricia. If you love someone ipaglaban mo, dahil kung talagang mahal mo siya, you will fight to protect that love. Hindi yung ikaw pa mismo ang nanakit sa taong mahal mo."

Y/N POV

Habang nasa condo kami, Gene help me take a bath. Isa si Gene sa mga iilang taong I consider as family.

Y/N: "Thank you sa lahat Gene." I said while changing my clothes

Gene: "Wala yun ano ka ba. Nga pala I heard about Tricia and Ken, totoo ba yun nagkabalikan sila?"

Y/N: "Unfortunately yes."

Gene: "Pano kayo?"

I was stunned when she said that, does she knows about my set up with Tricia?

Y/N: "Wala namang kami Gene."

Gene: "I'm not blind Y/N, nakikita ko kung pano kayo magtitigan at mag usap, hindi lang basta bestfriend ang turingan nyo."

Y/N: "I love her. She love him. Wala na kong magagawa dun." I said habang nagpipigil ng luha.

Gene: "Nag usap na ba kayo ni Tricia."

Y/N: We did, pero si Ken ang pinili."

Gene: "Sorry Y/N, nakakainis lang na parang history repeats itself."

Y/N: "Okay lang, hindi naman nya kasalanan kung hindi nya ko mahal."

I spent the day with Gene. I also let her know about the possibility of me leaving the country. At first ayaw nya, but then she still supported my decision in the end.

Gene: "Bakit hindi mo nalang balikan si Sam? she's been trying to reconnect with you di ba?"

Y/N: "I'm not that type of person naman Gene. Ayokong pumasok sa relationship na hindi 100% yung puso ko para dun sa tao. Sam knows that and I think we're better off as friends. Isa pa I'm too broken and messed up right now to be in a relationship."

Gene: "No matter what you choose to do, I will support you."

Y/N: "Thank you Gene." I said while hugging her.

Ng makaalis na sya I received a message from Ate Aika asking me if okay lang ba ako and if may kailangan ba ako.

I texted her that I'm okay at pupunta ko ng hospital tomorrow for check up. After updating with her, I fell asleep. I slept deeply na para bang ayaw ko ng gumising. I slept soundly na para bang mas okay nang managinip nalang kasya magising sa masakit na reality.