Dusk h.s.

Chapter 57

I can't begin to describe the butterflies in my stomach as I step into Harry's car. His familiar scent is next to me and I savor the delicious flavor.

"Ready?"

I sigh. "Ready."

We arrive at a small Italian restaurant. It's really nice and I can smell the delicacy's already.

I continue to admire the wonderful place. "I've never been here before."

"I can take you to a lot of places you've never been."

My eyes pop open as I look over at a smirking Harry. Man, I've never seen someone smirk so much. I've never seen someone be so perverted either.

"Hey, do they have fries here?" I am eager to ask. Harry chuckles slightly.

"I'm sure they do."

I order a big plate of fries and when it finally comes to the table, I squeal like a little kid, and Harry laughs.

"What?"

"You have so much innocence it's unreal. I'm hoping to get that out of you tonight."

His evil smirk fills my mind.

"What if it......" The question stops immediately as I double think what I actually want to say.

"No no no no no no no no no no no......no! What were you gonna ask?"

"Well.....does it like......does it hurt?"

He pauses and places his fork down, giving me his full attention. "It's quite painful."

Wow, he didn't even sugar coat that.

"Oh." I simply say.

"It should only hurt the first time. It'll feel a little uncomfortable because it's unusual to you, but yes. You will be in pain."

I don't know what to say so I just stare down at my fries.

"If there are any other things you're concerned about, please ask. I'll feel better knowing that you made this decision after knowing everything you needed to."

I shrug. "Will it hurt really bad?" I ask the stupidest question ever.

"You don't strike me as the girl who'd be afraid of a little pain."

"I'm not. It's just....." I look down, avoiding eye contact. "I don't know."

"After a few minutes, the pain will lessen. You'll start to feel good, ya know."

"Like when you fingered me?"

"Oh baby, it'll be so much better than that."

"And if I don't satisfy you?"

"We've been through this." He gives me a disapproving look.

"I still worry. I just don't want you to expect it to be so amazing and then it's not."

"Babe, I should be worried about that, not you. I'm the one that's taking charge."

I sigh. "I know."

He places a hand on my thigh. "You need to calm down. You're gonna do great."

I turn back to my French fries and take another one.

After we're done eating, he looks at me as if to ask permission if we can wrap up here and head back to his house.

I nod slowly, without words. He calls for the check and we're off to his house. It's 9:30 and pretty dark outside.