Thinking about this makes me think about everything in Harry's past.
Him cheating on me. Him cheating on Gabbi. Him raping his best friend. And now this?
I suppose it could've been a drunken accident. These things happen, but it just doesn't seem right. None of this seems right.
A few days pass and I don't speak a word to Harry. He's giving me space to think about this whole thing and I love how he's so patient with me.
I don't know what to do. If Harry has a drunk problem and comes after me, I won't have a clue what to do.
I am sitting with Gabbi at a small table at lunch, talking about the stupid comet watching thing that I decided to go to. Luke and Gabbi finally talked me into it and it happens to be this Friday.
"Dude, it's gonna be awesome!"
"It's just a damn comet!"
"No no, not that. I mean the whole school sleepover. It's gonna be so fun."
"You know very well the whole school' gonna be having sex under the bleachers."
"Perfect opportunity for you and Luke to have your first time."
"First time for what?" Luke sits down next to me with his lunch tray.
My eyes widen and I look over at Gabbi who blatantly spits out "sex" before I can cover her mouth. Luke's cheeks turn a light shade of red as mine match.
I look over at Harry's table. Brynn and Natalye try to subtly look over at my table while Harry is in deep conversation with Liam.
His eyes me mine, and he gives me a small smile. Louis gives me a wave. And Niall.....once again, he's just Niall.
"I'll be right back." I excuse myself, heading over to Harry's table.
He looks surprised to see me approach them, and I can already picture Luke and Gabbi's disapproving faces.
"Hey, are you guy going to the big school thing on Friday?"
"Yeah!" Brynn squeals as Natalye nods.
I look over at Harry.
"I'll be here if you're here." He smirks, and I can't help, but smile.
"Awwwwweeeeee....." Brynn and Natalye erupt in unison.
I smile shyly, walking back to my table.
"What the fuck was that about?" Luke asks.
"Just a friendly conversation with Brynn and Natalye."
"Is Harry still trying to make moves on you?" Gabbi asks.
I shrug. "I think he finally gets the fact that I can't be with a killer." I lie.
"Well good. We wouldn't want anything to happen to you." Gabbi smiles.
"Oh Harry wouldn't hurt me though. Despite everything, I know he has love in his heart for me."
"He may, but that doesn't change anything." Luke says.
I nod, looking down at the table. "Well, I'll catch up with you guys later."
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When English class comes around, I'm slacking big time. I honestly don't even know what lesson we're on and it's getting confusing to pay attention without knowing what the hell is going on.
Afterwards, I actually try to pay attention in my classes to make up for my horrible grade in English.
After school, I head home, stopping by the Dollar Tree to get some new headphones. If I'm going watch a comet with a bunch of people I hate, I might as well keep myself entertained.
Afterwards, I go home, plopping on my bed with Bullshit who has suddenly become very find of me.
"What's up Bullshit!" I sit down, petting the small dog. "Ya know, you're not so bad. Maybe I should call you by your real name." I say, thinking to myself. "And what exactly is that?"
The dog doesn't talk, Anna. The dog doesn't talk.
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