𝘛𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘞𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘛𝘦𝘭𝘭 ~ 𝘛𝘏𝘐𝘈𝘔

𝘊𝘏𝘈𝘗𝘛𝘌𝘙 𝘛𝘞𝘌𝘕𝘛𝘠 𝘖𝘕𝘌

*Liam's pov*

"So you and Theo worked it out?"

I can barely hear her.

Her voice sounds muffled.

But I nod anyway.

"How are the pills treating you?"

I put a big smile on my face and say, "Good I feel better."

I'm lying.

I feel like shit.

Everything is hazy.

I can barely stand upright.

Kal continues to ask me questions which I nod to most.

When I'm leaving I trip on the door.

And when I fall everything is black.

I can feel that my eyelids are open, wide.

I lifted my head up, listening to the voice in front of me.

Everything starts to fade back into color.

Theo's face is in front of me.

His mouth is moving but I can't hear anything.

I press my hands against my ears.

Shaking my head hard.

His voice is getting louder.

Until I hear, "Liam!"

I cringe, "Uh yeah I'm ok."

Theo doesn't believe me.

But he wasn't going to question me on the sidewalk of my therapist's office.

He pulls me into the car.

The ride is quiet, mostly because I still can't hear.

"It's almost 3 you have to take your pill."

Theo's voice comes in quietly beside me as he opened the door.

I nod, walking over to the medicine cabinet.

Liam Dunbar

3 times a day

With food

The same thing I read hundred times last year.

Kal said it was a lower dosage.

I had 500 ml per pill last year.

Now I take 200 ml per pill.

She said my last doctor provided too much which is why she thinks I went off the rails.

But the wolfsbane, a very addictive substance added to another addictive drug.

I think that had a pretty big effect.

"Li?"

I turn to look at Theo.

The small pill still laying in my hand.

Tears are running down my face.

I place the pill on the table.

"I don't- I can't take it."

I'm shaking my head.

Hands up.

Theo walks closer to me.

"Hey Li, sweetheart, it's okay."

Theo wraps me in his arms.

I grip at his shirt.

"No, no, no, please don't make me take it, T."

"Li... you have to."