The Teenage Reality l.h

30. Hope

"Do you need this" I pulled out a flannel from his drawer, yes everyone the notorious red checkered flannel that Luke Hemmings wear lives in a drawer, along with his undergarments and phone chargers.

"Yes!" Luke exclaimed, he snatched the item out of my hand and started to just fit it in the bag where ever he can.

When the guys said that Luke was messy, I didn't think he would be this messy. I'm pretty sure half of the clothings in his closet are sprawled around his room.

His room was literally his closet.

We're walking on different clothing items, from t-shirts to boxers to just random clothings that Luke didn't pay much attention to. Luke didn't seem too bothered with the fact that he has a very messy room but I on the other hand cannot deal with the amount of dirty clothes.

So I offered to help him clean his room up before tour in 4 more days, so far I have cleaned up pretty well his floor wasn't as messy anymore but still unappealing to me as I am a complete perfectionist and I must have everything at it's right order.

"Luke you should really get rid of these" I grabbed a few of the candy wrappers and trash that was in the supposedly empty drawer. "And these" I grabbed a few more trash.

"Yeah, I was planning to clean that out" Luke rubbed his neck nervously. "It's fine, you can continue packing I'll clean your drawers"

Time passed by and finally Luke's room looked very clean and spotless, I even helped him organize his bag since he assumed that his items couldn't fit in the large luggage.

Well with the help of folding the clothes in the bag everything fit perfectly just waiting to be carried out in 4 days.

We were just laying on his bed just looking up at the ceiling and talking about what has been going on in our lives pretty much just the usual talks we have, until one question started to arouse.

"Do you think Calum still has a thing for you?"

I didn't really know how to answer that because to be fully honest I had no idea, I haven't had long conversations with him yet but I'll make sure I'll do soon, in 6 more months.

"I have no idea" I shrugged.

Luke didn't say anything after that, his eyes flickered to one place to another, he probably was still trying to process my answer.

"Do you think Daniel likes you?" Luke asked.

It was so out of the blues, I don't know why Luke decided to bring this topic up because I was sure that we were talking about how hot today was and how we saw a naked man peeing in a trash bin today.

"No" was just my answer.

"Are you excited for tour?" I asked Luke instead, not wanting him to name every guy I ever laid eyes on.

"Yup" Luke nodded. "I'm really excited to just play for people out there, it going to be so much fun especially with the other guys" Luke grinned widely at the fact that he's about to sing and perform again.

I'm so proud of Luke, because he really was just from the small side of Sydney where no one has any idea about, he used to play at the backyard of our school during break time and all of us would just hang out there listening to him and now the whole world is listening.

"I'm so proud of you Luke" Luke turned to me and smiled. "Thanks babe" He kissed my forehead and wrapped his arms around me in a spooning position.

"You're a good cuddler" I giggled. "I know" he sighed in relief. "You're a good cuddler as well" he said.

"What are you planning to do when I'm away for almost the whole year?" Luke asked sounding very concerned. "I'll figure something out, I'm planning to graduate high school in Australia and move to UK for university, I'm planning to go to Manchester and possibly take mathematical biology" I visualized my future pretty well, I started quiet early at a young age I was already planning to go to which university and take what course.

"I'm sure you're going to do so well, knowing you I'm sure you'd do anything to get in that university and I'm sure any universities will accept you, you're too smart" I just hope whatever Luke just said will happen, this will be such a huge step forward for me and I don't want to mess it up.

Since I couldn't sing or act to save my own life. I would love to take dance as my future but I couldn't let my hardwork in school go to waste because I studied too hard and I want to get what I achieved.

"I wished I could be there to see you graduate" I shook my head signaling it's fine to Luke. "I would love to see that smile on your face when you get your straight A star result"

"I wished I could be there to see you play again" I giggled. "If only you didn't have school" Luke sighed.

"Now I'm just going to be annoyed at Ashton and Bryana for making me feel like I don't have a girlfriend, which I do and she's pretty cool" I turned my body around to face Luke and his warmth.

"Please don't fall in love with someone else" My voice cracked for some reason, I didn't know why the thought of him liking someone else crossed my mind but I just couldn't help it.

There will be thousands of girls out there and I'm sure he'll be attracted to at least one girl, and I just hate the thought of Luke meeting a new girl on tour, I would be so heartbroken.

Luke gave me a reassuring smile and put my chin up to press his lips against mine, he had his lips lingered on mine for a little bit before pulling away from the chaste kiss.

"I love this, I love you" Luke kissed my forehead and looked at me with a longing look.

"I will never hurt you, ever" Luke pulled me against his chest before I let out a sighed but I couldn't tell if it was from being relief or because I still felt unassured.

"I love you" Luke said, I stayed silent and sighed.

"Sky?" Luke pulled away concerned, "Hm?" I looked him in the eye. "I won't hurt you, ever okay?" Luke asked concerned.

"Okay" I believed him, I did.

"We're going to be okay" He said reassuringly.

"We are" I nodded.

I hope we're going to be okay.