The Teenage Reality l.h

40. Apology

"See it was nothing" Jaylen said as we walked in our hotel room from the meet and greet. We had to rent a hotel room since the concert was in the city, speaking of the concert it's tonight and personally I don't know if I'm excited for it or not.

"Yeah but it was awkward though"

"Whatever Sky" She shook her head laughing. "But let me tell you, the concert is going to be perfect tonight" I gave Jaylen a confused look but didn't question. "I just hope this will be over soon" I puffed out a breath.

Jaylen laid on the bed next to mine and played around with her phone. "Oh Sky" She mutters under her breath, I gave her a weird look before imitating her actions and opened twitter.

@5secsofsumma: So apparently skyla and luke met today and i need skyluke photos pls

@Cashtonheart: We don't need anymore skyluke drama ugh, luke is an asshole ok? No matter how much i love him

@ButlerUnited: NO GO AWAY ASSHOLE DONT TOUCH OUR SKYLA GO FUCK SOMEWHERE ELSE @Luke5SOS

Oh my goodness, are people actually sending Luke hate now? Wow.

I mean I knew he was a crappy boyfriend but I don't think he deserves the hate, I don't think anyone deserves hate. What if they have personal problems or something?

@SkylaButler: Love isn't real but feelings are.

There I tweeted something I have always believed in for so long, has no one ever thought? What is even love? Love is a feeling therefore the feeling is real, love is just a word to describe that feeling.

Love is not always happiness, love is the feeling you get when someone so close to you leaves you forever. Love is when two people goes through something together and over come every obstacles on the way. Love is when you get showers of kisses from your family because of how proud they are of you. Love is when you haven't eaten for years and suddenly found food. Love is yourself, you are love and I don't think there's any other strong meaning behind it.

It's pretty much just a feeling that everyone gets at least once in a lifetime no matter what circumstances they are in.

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We're now driving on our way to the 5 Seconds Of Summer concert for some reason I felt extremely anxious. Jaylen kept biting her lip as if she was refraining herself from squealing.

She has been excited for this concert and everytime I questioned her she either brush it off or say that she's just excited to see her former schoolmates play live again.

"Okay, I'm going to go find a parking spot and you can just go in first I'll meet you in later once I find a parking space" I nodded at Jaylen as she drove away.

There were so many lines I didn't know which line to join in. "Oh my god" I heard a girl shrieked beside me. "Oh shoot" I jumped at the sudden outburst from the girl. "You're freaking Skyla Butler" The girl squealed biting her lip in excitement.

"And you scared me" I chuckled.

"Can I get a picture with you?" The girl asked, I nodded reluctantly.

"Sure" I mumbled nonchalantly.

We took a picture and suddenly I was surrounded by groups of girls asking for a photo, it was too overwhelming. "Girls stay in your line, you may proceed to get in the arena" A security guard ordered making sure every girl was in line. "Skyla Butler?" The same security guard asked, I nodded.

"Follow me in" He said, he lead me in the arena I earned glares from girls who were still struggling to get in the arena.

Eventually, I was put in my 'specified' place. The security guard assured me that Jaylen will be lead here as well. I felt assured eventually, there were girls beside me but they didn't seemed to be too bothered with me. One of the girls gave me a smile and greeted me hello.