Love everlasting - Avengers fanfic

The past is present

It had been months on end searching for Barnes. Nothing more than one dead end after the other. You had given up, and the most painful part was watching as Steve's hope slowly fades from his eyes. You knew he wanted nothing more than to see his best friend smile again. And although the note had helped cheer him up.. it only lasted a short while..
You had used the little free time remaining to go with Tony , sitting with him all trough surgery. Holding his hand making sure he would be alright.

You decided to take a day to yourself. Being around the tower could be quite exhausting at times. Your emotions were all over the place, trying to figure out why you would still dream about Loki. More specifically why you couldn't get that damn boy out of your head.. everywhere you turned you could spot a glimpse of him in everyone. A raven haired man on the bus. Some emerald green eyes locking with yours as you get your morning coffee. A cunning smile at the line buying groceries.. he was everywhere.. except from here with you.

You walk into the kitchen, only to realize you're all alone. There's usually filled in the kitchen at this time of the day.

"Jarvis where is everybody?"

"Mr stark and Mr banner are at a tech conference In Chicago. Mr Barton and Miss Romanoff are on a mission."

You grab a bottle of water, and an apple from the kitchen counter. Sitting down.

"And Steve?" You ask hesitantly.

"I don't know miss"

"Oh." You sigh.

"Do you want me to contact him?"

You think about for a second.. "no it's okay.. thank you Jarvis" you say, as you get up crashing on the couch turning on a movie.

Some part of you really wanted to talk to Steve, it had been some intense months. And lately he had started to pull away from you. At first you thought nothing of it.. but after what happened back in Montreal, You couldn't stop but wonder if it might have anything to do with it... like he didn't want you to help him anymore.. but he was to scared to tell you.

You had asked about more details about Barnes history as the winter soldier, asking to see his files. And he had shut completely off. Like he has flipped a switch. After that you stopped helping.. you just went along.

You turn on a movie, cuddling up on the couch. Your eyes slowly shut. Drifting off to sleep.

You quickly wake up, as a loud crash echoes through the tower. Your heart stops for a minute.. it couldn't possibly be.. there was no way.

You run up to the roof. Praying that you're wrong. Wishing you're right.

"Lady y/n" a soft familiar voice says, as a big smile appears on his lips. You run into his arms. Holding onto him.

"I thought I'd never see you again" you whisper. As you wrap your arms around his waist.

"It's good to see you as well my friend" he says.

"Come in"

Thor nods, as he follows you inside. You make him a cup of coffee. Sitting in the couch. Almost to scared to blink, fearing he'll be gone as fast as he arrived.

"How are you!!" You squeal excitedly.

"I am well" Thor says bluntly.

"How's Jane?" You tease him.

His face softens. "We broke up.. or she broke up with me. It was mutual.. a mutual dumping" Thor tries to smile it off.

"I'm sorry Thor.." you say, as you take his hand.