The Song Of Us.

Polaroids.

Without suspecting that people had been following Porchay for several days, the latter managed to keep them at a distance just by going to Kim's house. Because he did not know it  - but Kim was actually Kimhan Theerapanyakul, heir of a mafia family. One of the most dangerous.

🎸🎸🎸

One day, Porchay, who was waiting for Kim to finish recording a song, decided to take lots of photos, which he hid all over Kim's huge apartment. He had written words upon the polaroids, like:

Thank you for being with me. I love you the most in the world. You are the best. I would like to stay with you forever...

   Then had put his photos everywhere, with a big childish smile, like under his bed or in one of his guitars. Then Kim finally came home and Porchay rushed to the sofa:

- What are you doing ?
- Nothing P'Kim. ( Chay didn't dare to say it, he was too shy ha ha ).

Kim sighed, Porchay wasn't a threat anyway, he didn't want to be bothered by something like that. He then handed him a guitar:

- Would you like to come with me to the rehearsal room?

Porchay also nodded, he was delighted. When they arrived to the room, Kim went to the recording room and Porchay sat in front of him, the two could stare at each other.

Porchay sang his love song with the most cute expression ever, damn he couldn't help it but being shy :

- And this song is called you 🎶 ... So, P'Kim, do you like it?

Kim looked intensely at Chay, his breathing quickening and he took off his headphones before leaving the room suddenly. Leaving Porchay alone.
    He went to the toilet to collect himself: he didn't deserve Porchay, Porchay deserved a good person. A person who would treat him with honesty. But just the thought of seeing Porchay with someone else made Kim crazy, his heart ached.
That's why Kim preferred Wik, that simple, carefree part of him. Wik might be worthy of dating Porchay, but Kim was an upbringing kid growing up in a dark and dangerous world. Plus, Kim was nosy, just like his older brother Tankhun had warned. He could get into trouble easily. He would be a burden for Porchay so he decided that this relationship had to be ended. It was a hard choice, he couldn't help but feel bad, Chay had been a very important for Kimhan, he was a gentle light in his dark world.

After an hour, Kim took Porchay home and Porchay looked nervous. Once in his living room he turned to Kim with a puzzled look:

- P'Kim... Could you stay with me for a bit? I feel lonely here... and.. and .. I just want to be with you.

Kim gave in to the doe gaze of the young boy, he took off his jacket and pulled Porchay into his arms.

- Fine. Just a little.

For Kim this hug was his way of saying goodbye.... Porchay took the opportunity to hug his idol, he was so happy. Chay even slept a little, in Kim's arms, he felt protected and loved. Kim looked at him protectively, although mysteriously. When Porchay woke up, Kim could tell it right away:

- Why are you pretending to be asleep?
- Because I'm afraid that if I look at you... All of this won't be real. (said Porchay laughing like a child). I always thought I was unlucky but now I feel like the luckiest person on earth !

Porchay straightened his happy face and he dared to ask a burning question on his heart :

- I love you P. Do you love me?

Kim ran an affectionate hand through Chay's hair but his expression was cold, almost indifferent, Kim sighed deeply before saying a stupid excuse:

- I'm hungry.

Porchay looked at him astonished before lowering his eyes filled with anxiety and he stood up:

- Wait here, I'll make you an omelette!

Chay hid his sadness a little in his kitchen, he quickly wiped a small tear from his cheek and he started to cook, he didn't notice Kim - who gave him a hug. Porchay surprised, cracked an egg and he turned his face to find black hair against his cheek:

- P'Kim you can sit down, it will be soon done ! Are you really hungry ?..

Kim then obeyed, still with that weird expression on his face. When Porchay handed him his meal, he attempted to ask him what was wrong... Porchay could feel something was off with Kim, and he was afraid of losing him.

- P'Kim?
- Hmm?
- Is ...

🛎🛎🛎 Ding Dong. 🛎🛎🛎

Porchay turned his head towards his gate, he wasn't expecting anyone.  How strange, people kept coming to his house lately...He patted Kim's shoulder before hurrying:

- I'll be back P'Kim!

While Porchay was going, Kim sighed. He was sad to leave his boy, he wanted so much to stay with him. But he had to go. He wrote a little note for Porchay,  and though of disappearing from Porchay's life. It was the best solution for the young boy. ... But before Kim could leave, he heard a terrifying cry :

- HELP P'KIM ! HELP ME !!

Fuck it.