The Song Of Us.

I am sorry.

Kimhan was in pain.  He felt like his whole body was shattered, he had to keep his eyes open, his vision was blurry but he could hear the cries of Porchay who was sitting next to him.  He was yelling things at him, but Kim only heard a loud buzzing sound.  It was unpleasant. 

He wanted to comfort Porchay, he couldn't bear to hear the young boy cry.  He felt Porchay's hands on his face, he was trying to remove something. Ah yes blood, there was blood everywhere.  Kimhan had been stupid, so stupid… He wanted to tell Chay so much how much he loved him, that even if he died now he would have been the happiest by his side.  Porchay was the love of his life, Kim was sure.

He had never been so sure;  he loved him, it was simple and sincere.  He tried to hug Chay but he couldn't move.  The sky was rumbling, it was raining and the storm didn't seem to want to stop.  Kimhan struggled for a long time, but breathing became difficult, Kim felt like he was choking and he had a weird sensation in his mouth : it tasted like iron... Blood.  As he was about to fall unconscious, he felt a violent blow on his right cheek... Porchay had just slapped him, he was trying to keep Kimhan's mind active.  He was heartbroken, he didn't want to die.  Not leaving Chay in tears like this, he wanted to apologize and kiss Porchay one last time... But it was impossible, he felt himself getting weaker and weaker.  《Shit 》 , was his last thought. He felt his mind leaving into a deep darkness...

{ A few hours before }

- Fuck you, P'Kim !

Seeing Porchay leave so angry, Kimhan had gone to look for him but the young man was nowhere to be found. 

- P’Wik!!  Kimhan noticed Yu, Porchay's friend and he sighed with relief. Oh my God, a storm is coming! It's dangerous right now, please go back to your ...
- Yu! Have you seen Chay ?
- What ??? No, he was feeling bad and..
- Bad ? What the fuck do you mean ?
- Haven't you heard about the rumor ? P'Chay was really affected by that... I found the person who said such a shitty thing by the way ! I will kick his ass if I see him !
- I don't understand a single thing ! Speak clearly, I am begging you. Please.
- I am sorry P'Wik ! I thought that you knew it!... A guy named P'May said to every staff members that P'Chay was your fucking toy, and all kind of terrible things...  And someone have insulted you this morning ! He was so angry after that, I have never seen him so angry! Oh and he also hurts his knee after that I didn't see him anymore... Is there any problem? Is P'Chay alright?
- ... THAT FUCKING MAY ! I SWEAR TO GOD, I WILL KILL HIM. Thank you Yu, go back inside, I will bring back my lover. It's dangerous outside.
- Yeah so you should come back quicky P'Wik ! Both of you, come back safe and sound, please! Or else I will cry forever !
- Hm.

Once Wayu finished explaining the situation, Kim felt ashamed and stupid : he haven't noticed Chay's mood. He really was an asshole that didn't deserve Chay's love..... He started looking for his boyfriend everywhere. He even called his right arm and tried to keep his voice still, he needed to be understood clearly!

- Ai'Kit! 
- Yes sir ?
- Find every member who dared to say shit about Porchay, and fire them.  I don't want to see any of them anymore.  And find a way.... to get May killed. I want him dead by tomorrow morning, did you hear me ? I want his head off. That asshole started a rumor about Porchay, he deserves a long death for hurting my person...  I've been far too patient and kind to him... Kit.  Make him suffer, this is an order.
- Yes, sir.
- Good.

Kimhan hung up, he knew Porchay was hurt so Porchay couldn't move quickly.  He continued along a dark road, night was already falling, the concert had been canceled and now a storm broke out.  He finally found a road, deserted, which led nowhere and he saw the silhouette of a young man dragging his knees...

- PORCHAY!  PORCHAY COME BACK !  IT'S DANGEROUS !  I BEG YOU !!!

In the darkness of the night and the rain that wouldn't stop, Chay couldn't see anything, but he was still angry... very angry and he couldn't stop his raging feeling :

- NO!  GO BACK TO YOUR FRIENDS !  GO ON STAGE!  GO! LEAVE ME ALONE ! TELL THEM HOW YOU FUCKED ME SO GOOD LAST NIGHT THAT I WENT TO HEAVEN. I freaking hate you.. all of you... please, leave me alone...( he started crying).
- Porchay!!  Porchay stop, come back! It's dangerous ! Kimhan had taken his most authoritative voice possible, cold and calm.
-  FUCK OFF !
- PORCHAY !
- NO.

  But Porchay kept screaming as he walked through the rain, it was a mess. Fuck it. As Kim was finally about to stop Porchay by grabbing his wrist, a loud noise rang out.  With a quick gesture, Kim pushed Chay who fell hard to the ground and Kimhan brutally crashed against a white car.
He found himself propelled against a tree and he felt his pelvis crack in shock.  He screamed in pain and he saw the headlights of the car disappear into the night.  Chay got up and slowly approached Kim, his whole body shaking with fear, and cold :

- P'Kim...P...Ki....m....no...no...no no no...please. I am sorry ! I AM SORRY ! NO DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE ! PLEASE !! HEELLPP..

The rain wouldn't stop, and Porchay's tears rolled down his cheeks.