The Song Of Us.

Distance.

Porchay had been attacked, and he passed out.
The poor boy was hurting all over and he was struggling to maintain his consciousness. He felt his body thrown to the ground, he heard a lot of shouting and men's hands touching the body of Chay - who wanted to scream, only Kim was allowed to touch Chay.
Then there was a long silence and Porchay felt his body becoming heavier and heavier... He tried to stay awake, he thought he heard the voice of his Hia. Then shouts:

- All because of your dumbass!

Chay had a stomach ache, as if someone had hit him several times... He had already been hit before by his brother's creditors, and it hurt - so damn, yes.

   Porchay tries to open his eyes, he felt like a metallic taste in his mouth, he was probably bleeding. Then there were gunshots. Several, and finally someone grabbed him around the waist and pulled him up. Porchay didn't even know where he was and he groaned in pain as he tried to walk, his eyes still closed. He felt a thin body squeezed against him and Porchay recognized a familiar scent, but he was able to understand.

- Porchay, I'm sorry. (Kim had just whispered in the ear of the young boy, but the latter had already passed out).

Kim had managed to trace the men of Tawan, the crazy ex of his big brother, they had taken Chay in an old warehouse and these assholes had almost killed Porchay. Quickly Kim had contacted Big, then he had retrieved one of his guns from his personal apartment. Dropping Chay off in one of the Theerapanyakul family's private ambulances, Kim kissed Porchay's forehead before leaving with his right arm, Kit.

- I want you to make sure Porchay is safe.
- Yes sir.
- Don't let him see you.

Kit understood, he saw the behavior of his boss change since the meeting with the other boy. Khun Kim never cared about people before. But now Kim was furious, he was driving fast and passing every car, ignoring speed limits. Kim had always had a thing for thrills, and he often narrowly missed an accident.

Kit walked back to the Kittisawasd house, he waited for Porsche to bring his brother back while  Khun Kim went home to calm down.

- Khun Kim. (Kit had just called after an hour of the accident. It was almost midnight and it was raining).
- Porchay is home?
- Yes. But ..
- What ? (Kim's voice was strained and aggressive, despite his attempt not to sound threatening, Kit shuddered).
- Khun Porchay returned alone, he was walking while looking down. He looks angry, actually.

Kim sighed, obviously Chay had just understood his brother's new job and that he had lied to him... If Porchay was furious with his brother, Kim didn't even want to imagine his fury if he found out who Kim really was.
    
    Unfortunately, Big had just told Kim that Porchay had moved in with his brother. It had been several days now that Kim had been totally avoiding Porchay. He didn't want to see the disappointment on his sweet face when he learned that his idol was a monster who lied to him and manipulated him. Chay wouldn't believe him anyway.

As he was about to leave, a hand suddenly stopped his arm and he found himself facing a sad young boy.

- P'Kim. No... Kimhan Theerapanyakul, the third child of the family.
- Hmm. What do you want Porchay?
- So you knew I was Porsche's little brother all this time?

Kim looked away and he tried to look annoyed:

- Hmm. Otherwise why would I have tutored you for the guitar lesson?

Porchay's arm which held him trembled and big tears fell from the young man's eyes:

- P'... You never loved me?!
- Sorry.

Kim pushed Chay away and he fled, his heart hurt so much that Kim got annoyed, he got into his car before glancing in his rearview mirror: Porchay had collapsed on the ground and he was crying. It was heartbreaking.
Kim's hands gripped the steering wheel hard and he bit his lip, Kimhan hated himself. If only Porchay hadn't been so much… If only Kim had been more honest… He blamed himself but he couldn't stay there. He left in full speed, going for his only safe place : the rehearsal room. On his way, he called his right arm :

- Kit.
- Yes ?
- Don't report back to me on Porchay, anymore, I don't want to hear it. However... keep watching him from a distance. Follow him everywhere and tell me only in case of emergency.
- Yes sir !

Kim tried to forget by immersing himself in the search for people who could help him to clear up the mystery surrounding the two brothers. He had doubts about the mysterious death of their parent, and obviously there was a strong bond between his father and Chay's family.
Kim, on returning home, found a polaroid of him and Chay, the day they had been at the cinema, and Chay had drawn a lot of cute little hearts. Kim's heart broke and he grabbed a cigarette while going to his balcony.

🏙🏙🏙

Time passed, but Kim's mind remained focused on Porchay. The latter seemed to have become sadder, Kit had once sent him a photo of the young man, hugging Porsche. Porchay's smile had disappeared.
In a little despair attempt, Kim decided to go at his university: Chay was supposed to go there. But one of his friend called him.

- Oiii You ? Here ? Ah ah.
- Nosy.
- Hum ? Eh where is the little boy? He was a promising one, the teacher said so. But he never came.
- HAH ?

Kim was taken aback. Porchay loved music, he wanted to be a musician... like Wik...Oh. Kim was now worried, Chay was going to destroy his life because of him. He couldn't help himself but call Kit.

- I want to know.

Kit didn't even need to ask, he tried to keep a neutral voice :

- Yes, Khun Kim. Khun Porchay is with a friend... It's seems that they are going for a party later.
- With whom ?
- Seniors from the university. But one of a guy is making me worry.
- Why ?

Kit hesitated but he looked at the young boy with blue hair now, leaving for a bar :

- One of them is a drugs dealer.