The Song Of Us.

Training.

Since arriving at the villa, Porchay had already nearly killed Boss, his official bodyguard.  Of course, Porchay was the master of the place, he could do whatever he wanted…only if Kim really allowed it.  Porsche and Kinn came to see him once a month, he also heard from his mother from time to time.  Kim had insisted that Chay take online classes.  And he also had a teacher who came every day: Porchay was literally busy every minute. 

- Ai'Boss. 
- Yes? 
- I want a new gun.  A smaller one. 

Porchay analyzed the weapons in front of him, he had managed over time to find smaller and less noisy weapons.  It was less scary, even if Chay didn't see himself shooting and killing someone, come on, self defense was ok, being a murderer? No thank you. 

- Khun Porchay, I know you don't want Khun Kim to find out, but I'm still convinced that it's a bad idea to hide it from him...
- Fuck Kim.  Porchay growled. 

Indeed, for several months now, Kim had disappeared.  He only called when Chay screwed up and spent hours yelling at Porchay like a child.  Their relationship was strained and Chay no longer recognized the kind and warm Kim since the death of Khun Korn.  But Porchay had also grown up, he looked more and more like Porsche, and that was bad news for the young Theerapayankul. 

- Khun Porchay.... Khun Kim wants to talk to you.  Porchay shrugged and left his training room, Boss on his heels, who handed him his phone:

- Please!!  Khun Kim will fire me if you keep not listening. 

Chay took pity on his guard and he suddenly turns to grab the phone, he sighed and spat almost in a dry voice:

- What does Master Khun Kim want? 

Kim didn't answer right away, he was tired and Chay was more and more difficult to contain:

- I will spend a few days at home...
- Like the last time you said you will come? Yeah it was so fun...  oh wait a minute, I'm stupid, you canceled.  As usual.  I guess I'll see your ghost more often when you're dead. 

Then with an angry gesture, Porchay hung up.  He tossed the phone into Boss's hands before leaving for a new large room: the music room.  He played for a long time and every instrument.  Thanks to his teacher, who was a fairly strict grandfather, Chay mastered the piano.  He tapped melodies on the keyboard, but his mind was still angry. 

    Porchay got up abruptly, turned on the Blackpink music and he started dancing like crazy in front of his huge mirror. 

- Khun Porchay!!!! Could you stop being a brat for a day ?

     Boss was still trying to calm the young man, Boss feared that he would twist his ankle... Indeed, Porchay had already fallen about twenty times, but each time he demanded that everyone be quiet: otherwise Kim  would have called a doctor.

After long hours, night had fallen.  Chay was drinking an energy drink with a dubious neon blue color... He heard the door open behind him:

- Ai'Boss.  If it's still your dear boss on the phone, tell him I'm dead. 

And Porchay lay down on the floor, he was so sweaty  since he had danced like a mad teenager.  He closed his eyes and waited for Boss to leave but he heard the latter approaching him gently.

- Chay.

  .... Here it was a familiar voice, Porchay sat up slowly and his eyes flashed at Kimhan. 

- Ohhh the big boss makes his appearance. Hello, Khun Kim.

Kim shrugged and tried to approach Chay but the latter took several steps back. 

- Don't come near me. 
- Chay, you really need to stop testing me.  I can't be with you all the time...
- DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH.  (Chay pointed an angry finger at Kim).  Stop with your bullshit, I'm a prisoner here just like my mother was a prisoner of your crazy father.  I really didn't think you would be able to do such a thing. 

   Porchay grabbed a chair near him and threw it at Kim, who luckily managed to dodge. 

- Wait, did you really just throw a chair at me?!  .... Chay, I know you don't like it, you must hate me.  You can hate me, it's always better than if you totally ignore me.  But can you try to understand P'?

Porchay approached quickly against Kimhan and he even pinned him against the door:

- I have to be understanding without knowing why?  Really ?  That's not how things work.  P'Kim, you are not the  boss of me.

  Kim surprised raised both hands in the air, as if Porchay had threatened him with a gun.  Then Chay noticed the appearance of his dear P.... Kim had lost weight, way too much.  His hair was messy, he had dark circles under his eyes, and he was wearing a full black suit.  He really looked like a businessman, well, a 50-year-old businessman...

- But what's  the hell is happening to you P? 

Porchay's heart sank and Kim pulled him into a hug.  He whispered in his ear in a trembling voice :

- I'm so sorry, Chay.  I... have no excuse.  I didn't think my father had so many enemies.  You are not safe, Porchay.  I do my best so that people won't attack you.  I promise you, but each time I manage to eliminate a threat, a new one arrives... I don't know what to do to keep you close to me.  (Chay felt Kim's heart against his chest, it was beating slowly, as if it was broken.)

Porchay ran his hand around Kimhan's back. 

- P'Kim.  I understand.  I remember what you said.
- Hum? 
- You said I had your heart in my hands.  I don't want to put you in danger either.

  Kim gave a tired little smile and he ruffled Chay's hair:

- Is that why you tried to kill Boss twice...? 

Porchay grumbled softly:

- Tsss he shouldn't have tell you this ! 
- Porchay, I don't want you ever to actually shoot anyone. 

Porchay shrugged.  Technically, he had shot Boss, and Boss had a nice hole in his right buttock now...

- Chay.  Listen to me, I want your happiness and your protection. I am being serious. I don't want you to be haunted by dark images of this shitty life.  The mafia world is dangerous.  I fear for you every moment.  (Kim grabbed Chay's hand gently and Chay was still a bit moody). 
- If you had listened to me from the beginning, I could very well be at the head of your men now! 

Kim burst out laughing, it had been so long since any emotion crossed his face that his cheeks hurt.  Chay got angry again, and he grabbed Kim's face before biting his lips.

- I just want to be with you P'. I am stronger now, you don't have to carry everything's. Can't you trust me ? I swear, P'Kim, I can protect you.