The Song Of Us.

Unwell.

☕☕☕

In a Starbucks:

- Are you satisfied?
- Hmm.

Porchay finished his milkshake and looked at the man in front of him drinking his coffee. The atmosphere was chill but it was cold between the two people. Chay's face was worried, he took a big breath before saying :

- P'Kim is preparing for a new album, we will probably spend less time together. I could visit you more often, if you still need my help. Even though I hate it.
- It's good. Kimhan has to learn to let go of you. He will struggle to harness his intelligence if he fails to focus on several things at once. This is for his own good.
-  I know, I know, you repeat it all the time....P'Kim will be fine.... Right ? I don't want him to be hurt.
- Do not worry.

Porchay got a call from his P'Kim and he didn't answer. He got up tiredly before throwing a last look at the old man:

- The plan went as planned, now it's up to P'Kim to decide his future... I have to go. Good bye, Khun Korn.
- Remember, Nong Porchay: you will have to be strong, no matter what happens.

Porchay nodded, he knew that. Then he left the café, checking that no one had followed him: but P'Kim was too busy at the moment to have Chay followed. The latter took a bus towards the hotel where his brother Porsche was staying. He found the latter deep in conversation with Kinn.

- I've already told you a hundred times, there are no ghosts here! Tankhun says that to scare you! He want you for his stupid party tonight at Yok's bar !
- Oiii!! We killed so many people here, think about it!  I've had enough, I don't want to talk to you anymore, I'm going back to MY house.

Turning around, Porsche spotted Porchay staring at him with a frown. He pointed his finger at his little brother:

- You , stop with this look of judgement, I don't want to be angry at you, come here, break up with your boyfriend and come home, we're going back to living at home! OUR home.
- PORSCHE! Stop being unreasonable, this is your home too !

Kinn had a big smile despite the tone of his voice. He was used to Porsche's character, and he sighed before leaving to pick up a bag full of things:

- If you don't want to stay here with me, then I will be the one going with you.
- Do as you like ! Porsche growled and grabbed the hand of Chay, who was completely lost.
-  Did you think that I would let you go by your own ?  ( Kinn grinned). Let me join too !
- Hey! I can't come Hia, I have to join P'Kim in the rehearsal room, I have a piano lesson and if I don't go he will scold me !
- Ai'Kinn. (Porsche's cold voice stressed Kinn who backed away a little).
- I can't help it if Kim scolds your brother!
- Tell him to mind his own business! Porchay, I will take over your education myself, we will bring in all the best private teachers of the country, Kinn will pay for their salaries and in less than six months you will become the best artist in Thailand!
- WHAT ? (Kinn had his eyes wide open and he started waving his hands).
- But Hia... P'Kim is the best teacher ever! We are still talking about WIK! I don't want to learn with others, it's a waste of money !
- I don't care ! It's not mine anyway. KINN, come here !

Porsche wasn't listening to his little brother anymore; he had already grabbed Kinn's waist to rummage in his pockets and he stole his wallet. Porsche picked up a gold card and Kinn looked like a puppy dog.

- Porsche, you can't do that!
- Why not ? Are you so afraid of your shitty brother?
- No but ..
- Do not come with us ! STAY HERE.

Porchay was forced to follow Porsche who was genuinely angry. Not to offend Kim, Chay texted him in the car:

Porchay : [ Can't come. Code RED: Hia angry. RIP P'Kinn. Sorry. 😔 ]

Kimhan : [ Ok ? ]

Porchay : [ Yeah. Will see you soon, love u. 💜 ]

Their old houses were dusty and Porsche made Chay mop the floor while he took out the trash. Kinn wasn't allowed to follow at the last moment, because Porsche was to angry with the Theerapanyakul's brothers.

- Reminds me of when we both lived here before.
- Hmm. Chay do you feel lonely sometimes? Hia is sorry...
- Nope. But sometimes just being together like that is good too.

Porsche and Chay, who were on the couch, exhausted from housework, were watching the TV black screen. They were to lazy to turn it on.

- Chay? I feel that something is wrong with you... For a long time now to be honest, you can fool your P'Kim, but not me...

Porchay lowered his head and he puffed out his cheeks, his heart ached, because if Kim knew, he would be furious with him. Everyone would be mad at Chay... He was going to disappoint so many people. In a small voice, Porchay said:

- I'm sorry...Hia... I can't say anything now.
- Why ? Are you in trouble? I will protect you.
- Hum.... So ....If one day I ask you to protect me, can you promise to do it? Without asking questions. Please.
- I always will. But against whom...?
- I'm afraid that one day P'Kim will be very angry with me.
- Doesn't that bastard love you very much ? Are you afraid that he will be really mad at you because you didn't attend his lesson?
- Hmmm..
- If he is mad, tell him to come at me. I will kick his ass !
- Hehehe, Hia you are being too much again !

Porsche rolled his eyes, but he didn't know what Chay had done... Porchay lay down on his brother's lap and he closed his eyes. For the moment, he was sleepy. He didn't want to think : deep down, Chay was convinced to be a bad person, even worse than Kimhan actually. Because you don't lie to people that you love.

Porchay was the biggest liar in this story. A demon under a angel's appearance.