IT ALL STARTED IN HIGH SCHOOL

Please Stay....For Us

His head lifts slightly to meet my gaze. "What?" He asks as if he misheard me. "I love you." "Say it again." "Caleb Carter I love you." He hugs me so fast it scared me. "You have just made me the happiest man in the world." He is like a little kid when he gets excited. We lay down and he held me close. "Thank you." I stared into his eyes. I let those words roll off my tongue so easily. Where is the girl that promised to never put boys on her list. Never thought I would have eaten those words so quick. I sighed. I smiled and I gave Caleb a deep kiss. 'God this feels so perfect.' I thought to myself as I started dozing off.

"Nessa....Nessa....hey...babe..." I slowly open my eyes to Caleb hovering over me. "Come on. Let's shower together babe. Remember we are meeting up with Bailey." He says reaching his right arm out as support to help me get out of bed. I held on to his arm and pulled myself up. I groaned a little as I felt the soreness between my legs. I guess Caleb knows what to expect because he starts assisting my to the bathroom.

Inside the shower our bodies touched as if we are conjoined together. He kept kissing me. Groping my ass...damn this feels great as the shower rained down on us. "I want more..." Caleb whispered against my lips. "Of what?" I asked looking up at him mainly focusing on his lips. "This.." He says. His hands found my warmth. He slowly circled my clit. Why does this type of pain feels so painless. I braced against the wall as he continues to turn me on. His lips found my breasts and started having a feast. "Hhhhhmmmmmhm.....yeah.....hmmmmhm....I moaned. I covered my mouth to stop all sounds from escaping. "Don't ever do that. I want to hear you make sounds of love and satisfaction whenever we fuck." Is all he said and inserted his middle finger gently inside me. "Fuck me please." I tell me. "You don't have to ask twice. This is the best pussy I have ever had. I want this feeling for the rest of my life" Caleb stared at me all the while saying.

We are about to leave the cabin when Caleb stops me in my tracks. "Let this place be the place we come whenever we miss each other ok. Let's come here every year on this date to celebrate the beginning of our forever." Caleb tells me. "Ok. Am down for it." I felt as if I am on cloud nine. 'This bad boy is all mine.' I thought to myself.

Once outside he takes out his phone and calls Bailey. "Am heading to the park now. Meet me by the swings. Am gonna be there in 10 minutes" He says over the phone while holding my hand.

We drove along the dirt road toward the park. His fingers interlaced mine and everything just feels right. 'Is this the image of Lovers' I thought to myself. Right there and then even though our skin color didn't match it still fits perfectly. He is my milk and I am his chocolate. The more I think things over the wider my smile grew. "Babe..." "huh...oh..yeah" I stutter.. "What are you thinking about?" "Ugh nothing. Just wondering if your girlf...... I mean Bailey is gonna take the break up easy or go crazy on you" I responded. "I don't care. I have all I need right here." He says pulling my hand up to his lips for a kiss. I can only smile.

When we reach the park Bailey was no where in sight. Caleb decided we should walk around a bit then head back to the swing. "Thank you Nessa." He says suddenly. "For what?" I asked becoming curious. "Letting me your first and hopefully definitely your last." He turns me to face him as he says this. "Just remember you promised not to hurt me." I reminded him.
We embraced and kissed. This kiss is emotional. He tongue intertwined with mine. Damn this boy knows how to work some magic with his tongue. I pulled away as I felt his groin area becoming hard against my stomach.
His phone rings. "Yea. Ok. Give me a minute." He says to the person on the other line.
"Lets go. Bailey is here." He tells me as he locked my fingers with his. I pulled a little insinuating that I don't want her seeing us walking hand in hand. But he just holds firmly to my hand and keeps walking.

"What the hell Caleb" Bailey shouts as we come into her view. "What? I just want you to know that things won't work between us. Am sorry." He says directly to her. "What? You must be kidding. Please me that this is a joke. Tell me you're doing it for the bet you made with Franky." She is starting to sound desperate. I feel bad for her. I tried freeing myself from Caleb's grasp but he just won't let me go. "Hey there is a guy out there somewhere who will love you like I never will. My heart is somewhere else." As he says this he looks over at me. "You bitch. What did you do to him? You're crazy." Bailey starts throwing a tantrum.
"We are gonna go. Am sorry Bailey" Caleb says as we start walking pass her. "You think leaving me would have been that easy? Well guess what its not." She shouts causing us to turn and face her again.
She reached into her bag and pulls out a small brown envelope. "What?" Is all Caleb asks. "You and I belong together Caleb. Not you and her." She sounds terrifying just hearing her say those words.

"Listen Bailey we are through. I didn't mean to hurt you but love happened to me and I want it forever." He says and turn on his heels to walk again. "Do you know whats forever too?" "Look I don't have time for this." "A baby. A baby lasts forever Caleb." She responds reaching into the envelope and pulling out what seems to be a pregnancy test. "What?" He sounds startled. "What? Haven't you seen one of this before? Huh tough guy?" She asks Stepping closer to us. "Whats the meaning of this Bailey?" Caleb asks becoming furious. "Our baby. Four weeks along Caleb. Four weeks." She waved the test around his face as if taunting him. "No. That is not possible. I....what.." he says looking at me.

I just stood there. I am lost of words. I don't know how to explain my feeling right now. I wanted to be gone. I wish I wasn't here. "You're joking." Caleb kept repeating. "Babe we are having a baby. I wanted to tell you about it after I met your parents. I planned a special evening out for us after meeting them. We are perfect for each other." She says stepping closer into our air space.
I pulled my hand away from Caleb. He looks at me then down at his hand and then back at my face. "Am sorry. Am so sorry for everything. Its all my fault he wants to break up with you. Am truly sorry. I gotta go." Is all I could say then started running towards the main main road.

I couldn't look back. I just couldn't. I feel so ashamed. I mean I know am not thinking straight right now but I just feel the need to run away from there. I walked towards a bus stop and stood among five other persons there. I don't know their destination. All I know is that I gotta get out of that area. And do so as soon as I can.

As the bus pulls up and open the door for entry I got on as fast as my legs could go. I sat at the back of the bus. I just wanted to get home and fast. As the bus drives away I made a final look behind me and there was Caleb chasing after the bus. My face started feeling warm from the tears streaming down my cheeks. In that moment I began wondering if Caleb and I was ever destined to be lovers or not. I know karma exists and mine comes from stealing someone's boyfriend, losing my virginity to him and bap he is expecting his first child with that someone.
I sobbed until the bus stops at Target. I got off and decided to call my dad to come get me.

I composed myself as the phone call to my dad goes off. "Hey dad. Am at Target. Can you come get me please." I ask holding back tears. "Yeah dad. Am okay. I just want to go home. Ok. I can wait. Five minutes is not that long." I assure him then started walking to a seat at the front of the parking lot.

Beep beep beep

I opened my phone. Its a text from Caleb.

'We need to talk. Please'

'Ok'

Is all I said then put the phone away.
Dad and I drove back home in silence. I can sense that he wanted to say something but I guess based on my facial expressions he decided to let me break the ice. "Dad can we watch a movie together this weekend? Is all I could ask. "Sure honey." He sounds thrilled while I am dying on the inside.

As soon as we reached inside the house I ran to my room. I closed the door behind me and fell to the ground. I placed my face in my hands and sobbed. "Baby please hear me out. Please." Caleb's voice startled me. "How did you get inside my room?" "I was worried about you since you ran off at the park and then got on the wrong bus." "Please go. I just want to be alone. We will talk another day." I tell him. I just wanted him gone. "Babe please believe me. I....I....please don't leave me." He sits on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands. I wanted to touch him but for some reason I just can't find the strength to. "We should take a break." I finally found myself saying. I was surprised I could have even said those words myself. "What? Why? No. Please Nessa. Don't do this." He looks over at me with his tear soaked face. "I don't want to come between you and your little family on the way." I reasoned with him. "Nessa. Its not like that." He explained moving closer to me.

I wanted to push him off but for some reason his touch makes me feel relaxed. I held on to him as he hugged me and we cried. I was crying cause I am hurt but I wonder why he is crying. "Nessa please don't leave me. I need you more than ever. Please." He squeezes a little harder as he hugs me. "Make love to me." I say to him and got up off the floor and head to the bed.