IT ALL STARTED IN HIGH SCHOOL

Repairing Damages

I walked into the shower and started lathering up my entire body. I just want to shower and go to bed. After I finished showering I wrapped my body in my bath robe and headed towards the kitchen. "Nessa wait." Caleb calls out to me, fully dressed and sitting on the edge of the bed. "Please hear me out." "Oh so you're still here. I thought you left by now." I said with an attitude and went to the kitchen for some fruit juice. He follows behind me and stopped at the kitchen island. "We got married when Casey was just a year old." I almost choked hearing this confession. "What?" "My dad said it was the best thing to do. To pull my little family together. I never would ha...." "Don't touch me. Please leave." "Hear me out please." "Caleb no. Just forget tonight happened. I can't believe I just fucked someone's husband and one of my student's father." I blurted out for him to sense the jealousy and anger i am feeling right now. "Please don't say it like that Nessa." "Ok. Then tell me what did I do just then." "Let the man you love fuck you." He says as if he expected it to make me feel any better.

"She won't be moving her until another two months." Is the only thing he could come up with. I am so damn pissed right now. "So you expect me to fill her space until then right? Caleb are you crazy? I wish tonight never happened." I walked pass him and towards my room.

Once inside I sit on the bed with my phone in hand. I scrolled through my social media pages just wanting to distract myself. "Nessa....just hear me out. I know you are pissed but I am going to make this right. All I did is for Casey. Now that I have you I am going to fix everything. I want you. You know that." "Do I? Well I did but being married changes everything." I point out to the fact that I don't want to be involved with a married man. "Do you trust me?" He bravely asks. "What? After everything that has happened I doubt we will even speak again after tonight." I replied and continued making eye contact with my phone.

His phone rings. "Hey honey. Ok baby. Daddy is on his way home now." He says then hangs up the call. "That was Casey. I huh.....gotta go." He says but instead of leaving he walks towards me and plants a kiss on my lips and I let him and whats even worse I responded to the kiss. 'Shit. Why is he so damn addicting' I argued in my head. "See. You belong to me." He whispers against my lips then left me staring at him speechless.

I waited until I hear the front door close behind him before I started running my fingers over my lips. 'That was Caleb Carter. My Caleb. He is here with me. I am his. I want to be his. I love the way he makes me feel'. All these thoughts flooded my mind. My heart raced. I wish he didn't have to go. I want him to make me sore even more right now.

The sound of my phone ringing brought me back to reality. "Hello?" I answered the strange number calling. "I know you're thinking of me right now babe." It was Caleb's voice. But hold up. How did he get my number. "How are you calling me?" "I took it upon myself to call my phone using yours while you were having a shower." "Like seriously Caleb? Consider yourself blocked." "Nessa wait. Doing that won't stop me from coming to see you everyday with every chance I get. I just want to hear your voice all night long." Hearing him say this made me smile.

I searched and found my earpods, put them in and connected the call then went under the covers and lay on the pillow. "So what are you doing right now?" He asks. "Just laying in bed." I feel as if I am a teenager again. "Wish I could be there. Damn Nessa am getting hard again." "Would suck on it for you but too bad am not with you." I teased him. He laughs and says he is not afraid to turn his vehicle around. "No. Don't. Casey needs you remember?". I reminded him. "You're right. But I am coming over after school tomorrow so I hope that you will be home waiting for your man." He instructs me. Just by hearing this I started planning what am going to be wearing.

My earpods started beeping. It indicated an incoming call. I check the caller ID 'Shawn Andrews'. I wonder what is it that he wants. "Hey I am gonna call you back in a minute. I have another call." I tell Caleb. "This late?" "Yeah. It's Shawn. The guy from dinner." I didn't mean anything by it but for some reason the line went dead on the other end. "Caleb? Caleb?" I said. "Don't pick it up." He demands. "Caleb stop. I said I will call you back. Remember he and I works at the same place so its probably about school." This late?" "Caleb!" "Ok ok." He finally says then hangs up.