"Fuck is he doing here?!" Vade snapped.
"She need a place to drop him off! What's the big deal?!" I snapped back.
"The big deal is that you making friends with bitches you'n even know! Now this fucking baby is over here for what?!" He said.
"Nigga he's not just some fucking baby , he's your fucking baby!" I said.
"If he my baby , why the fuck she calling you to take him!" He said.
"Do you not see how you acting?! I wonder why!" I snapped.
"Whatever Carson." He said , dismissing the conversation.
He walked out the kitchen and into my room.
I took Valoure to my room and undressed him.
I left him in a white onesie.
While I was doing that , I wasn't even paying attention that Vade was getting dressed.
He grabbed his keys and was about to walk about the room.
I wrapped my hand around the back of his neck and pulled him back in the room.
"Where the fuck is you goin?" I questioned.
"Bro i'm not staying here with no screaming ass baby!" He said.
"Nigga he's your baby!" I replied.
"I told you I wasn't ready for no kids!" He said.
It's like every time he's around Valoure , he gets nervous and wants to leave.
I understand he wasn't ready for no baby but if he ain't want the consequences , he should've never nutted in that girl.
"Oh well! He here now! So deal with your responsibilities like a real fucking man!" I said.
"I'm making money! That's my responsibility!"
"Nigga that's not your only one!"
"But it's the only one that matters!"
"What about him?! Hm? He ain't ask to be here! You did that—" I said , poking Vade in his chest.
"—and now that he's here , you act like you'n even want him!" I said.
"CAUSE I DON'T! I DON'T WANT HIM! I SWEAR MY LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER IF HE NEVER FUCKING EXISTED!" Vade snapped.
How could he say some shit like that?
About his own child.
He's fucked up.
"Vade .. get out." I said.
"Happily." He said , walking out and slamming the front door.
"Ughh!" I yelled in rage.
4:56 am ..
I was sleep with Valoure when there was two mound bangs on my door.
I got up and looked out the peep hole to see Vade.
I opened the door.
The strong smell of liquor flooded my nose.
There was blood on his grey hoodie and on his face.
He stubbled into my arms.
He wasn't drunk , he was wasted.
He fell onto me.
I caught him but I had to sit on the floor cause he was too heavy.
He started "falling asleep".
I tapped on his face repeatedly.
"Vade cmon , wake up. Get upp! And what the fuck happened?! Who blood?!" I asked.
"I killed him .. I got that nigga for putting his hands on you." Vade said.
"..what? Vade please tell me you didn't .." I said.
"That nigga is dead." He said.
I put my hands over my mouth in disbelief.
I couldn't believe that Vade kilt somebody.
I sat him up and took off the bloody hoodie he had on.
I took off his sneakers and helped him stand up.
I helped him stubble to my room.
I laid him on the side and moved Valoure to the middle.
We all fell back asleep.
The next day .. 12:31 pm .. september 7th.
I woke up to Valoure crying.
Tayler had school so she been left.
Vade wasn't in bed but I heard him in the kitchen listening to some song.
I picked Valoure up and bounced him all the way to the kitchen.
Vade seen me and paused the song.
"Goodmorning baby." He said.
"Don't "baby" me nigga." I said.
"I'm sorry for everything I said last night .. I didn't mean any of it. I was just mad and I take it all back." He said.
"But except , you can't take it back. You still said it." I said.
"I understand but can we-"
"We needa go to the store .. he needs formula." I said , cutting him off.
"Aight you want me to take him while you take a shower?" He asked.
"Yea .." I said.
I handed him his son and went to my room.
I grabbed a pair of boxers and went to take a shower.
I got in , got out and brushed my teeth.
I heard Valoure crying.
I peeped out the door and seen Vade trying to bounce him.
But Valoure wouldn't give his dad a break.
I quickly put my boxers on and some deodorant.
I went over to Vade.
"Baby hold his head." I said.
"Carson I- I don't know how to do this." He said.
I sighed and fixed his arms and helped him bounce him slower.
Valoure stopped crying.
"You did it babe." I said.
"I'm scared." He admitted.
"Scared of what Vade?" I asked.
"Being a dad .. what if i'm not teaching him right? What if I fuck up?" He said.
"Stop thinking about all the what if's .. just think about how much your gonna experience with this little man." I said.
"I'm sorry for last night .." He said.
"It's okay baby .." I said.
I put my hand behind his head and made him lean down to give me a kiss.
I gave him a deep , long kiss.
I walked back to my room and threw on some sweatpants and white crop top.
I put on my white crocs and examined my nails.
"Baby , I need to get my nails redone." I said.
"Wanna go get them done today?" He asked.
"I have the baby , how am I supposed to do that?"
I said.
"You forgot that i'm his father?" He asked , laughing.
"Nooo , I just don't want to hold up anything that you might be doing today." I said , fixing the edges on my wig.
"I'm not doing shit today. I- Carson .." He said.
"Yes baby?" I said.
"Who's blood is on this hoodie?" He asked.
"Um .. I should be asking you the same question. You came to the door at like 4 in the morning with that bloody ass hoodie and said you kilt the nigga from the club." I said , walking to the living room.
"Oh shit! Carson take him real quick!" Vade said , handing me the baby.
He ran to the room.
He came back to the living room with the jeans he had on from last night.
He went in the pocket and pulled out a bloody switchblade.
"No no no no .. I kilt him .. I FUCKING KILT HIM!" Vade said.
"KILT WHO?!" I asked.
"THAT WAS SHAE'S BROTHER! I REALIZED WHEN I WENT BACK OUT LAST NIGHT!" He said.
