"Hello?" I said. "Come downstairs and talk to me." He said. "Okay." I said , getting up and hanging up. "I'll watch the baby. Go." My mom said.
I went downstairs and seen him leaned on his car. I walked over to him and stood in front of him. He grabbed my throat and pulled me to him. He kissed me.
"What was that for?"?I asked. "I'm ready .. I wanna come out. Publicly." He said. "You sure?" I asked. "Yeah .. but I'm scared." He said. "It's all gon be okay baby .." I said , grabbing his chin. "Aight cmon." He said , locking the car.
We walked upstairs and threw on two of my hats. We took a picture.
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( ITS NOT THEM BUT WE GON PRETEND TODAY😂!)
And he posted it. He wasn't the only person that was scared. I was scared. He took a deep breath and put phone the down.
"You okay?" I asked. "Yeah .." He said.
And in the matter of seconds , his phone started going off. Texts , calls , dm's , snaptchats. Everything. We both took a deep breath. He grabbed his phone and checked them. He sighed. I rubbed his back and kissed his forehead.
"I'm here for you .. you know that." I said. "I know .. but lemme ask you a question." He said. "Anything baby." I said , sitting down on sink. "Why'd you let him hit again? Was it me? Did I do something wrong?" He asked. "Baby no .. no no no. Nothing I did was your fault. When I did what I did , I wasn't thinking about how I'd would hurt somebody. And I feel so selfish and bad that I hurt you. I'm so sorry." I said. " .. I wanna make you mines foreal this time—" Vade said , grabbing my hand and standing me up. "—so that means no more talking to other niggas , no more dancing on other niggas , no more talking to Rob." He said , making sure I heard the Rob part. "And that stands for you too .. no more talking to other girls , no flirting with other girl at your shows , in your instagram comments-" "Alright I get it." He said , laughing. "You sure? Cause the list could go on." I said , laughing too. "Yea I'm sure .. but I'm being serious Carson. Don't fuck around on me." He said. "I'm not baby .." I reassured him.
Two days later ..
"Cmon so we can go to the store." I said , grabbing my keys. "Do I have to go?" Vade asked. "Yes now get yo ass up and let's go. I already got Milano watching Valoure for a few days so we are kid free and are free to do whatever we want." I said before planting a kiss on his lips. "You just want my dick in your mout-" "Shut up and let's go." I said , laughing and cutting him off.
He got up and we walked out. We went downstairs and got in my car. We drove to the supermarket and got out. I went in and did most of the shopping while Vade was on the phone with managers , producers , etc. We paid for the stuff and walked out. We seen three niggas posted up on a car with a jug of milk. I glared my eyes at them.
"Fuck you looking at faggot." One of them said. "Mane don't start that shit." Vade said to him. "Nah bae it's okay , and bitch I was looking at you." I said. "Ion think you wanna do that homeboy." Another boy said to me.
The other boy twisted open the milk and launched it at me. I quickly dodged it. It hit Vade.
"BITCH-" I snapped and tried to run up on them. "CARSON STOP!" Vade said , grabbing me. "YALL SOME PUNK ASS BITCHES!" One of the boys said as they all got in the car and drove off. "VADE LET ME GO!" I said. "CARSON CALM THE FUCK DOWN AND GET THE FUCK IN THE CAR!" He demanded.
I snatched his hand from around me and got in the passenger seat , slamming the door behind me. He put all the food in the trunk and got in the drivers seat. He pulled out and drove off. He was still covered in milk. We got to the building and brought the bags upstairs. He went to the bathroom and took a shower.
In my years of being an open gay male , I've never had someone "hate crime" me. Never. So for someone to do some shit like this was mind blowing. I sat down and thought. This shit is crazy. Vade got out the shower and had a towel wrapped around his waist. He could see in my face that I was aggravated.
"You good?" He asked. "Do I look good?" I snapped. "Why the fuck you got a attitude with me? I ain't the one that tried to throw milk on you." He said. "Don't matter! You the reason niggas even did this shit!" I said. "Me?! Nah nigga that was you! You the one that pressed me to come out the closet and look where it's gotten me! Scrubbing milk off my body." He said. "Alright bro." I said , getting up and grabbing my keys. "Where the fuck is you goin?!" He snapped. "Mind your business." I said.
He snatched my keys out my hands and held them.
"You not going no where." Vade said. "Vade gimme my fucking keys." I said. "What you willing to do for em?" He asked. "Boyy stop playing and gimme my shit." I said , laughing.
