11:23 am .. tuesday , september 6th
I woke up with Vade's arms wrapped around me.
I got up and walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.
While I was brushing my teeth , Vade got up and came in the bathroom.
He used the bathroom and washed his hands.
I finished brushing my teeth and he grabbed me by my throat and gave me a kiss."What you doing today?" I asked.
"Um I got a show later tonight but i'm going to get a new tattoo today." He said.
"Can I come to the show?" I asked.
"Sure , ima come scoop you up around eight." He said.
"Okayy." I said , walking back to my room.I went in my dresser and grabbed a pair of boxers.
I happened to look on the top of my dresser and seen a gun sitting on it."Vade what the fuck is this?" I snapped.
"Um .. a gun? What's the big deal?" He asked , putting his jeans on.
"Various stop playing. Get this fucking gun off my dresser before I smack you. I'm not even that type of nigga , cause I'm not holding nobody down in jail." I said.
"Damn Carson .. it's not that deep. Ima get before I leave." He said.
"No , get this shit and put it in your pants now." I said.He sucked his teeth and snatched the gun off the dresser.
He put his shirt on and grabbed his phone.
He walked in front of me and gripped my ass.
I grabbed his face and gave him a kiss."Ima see you later aight?" He said.
"Mhm." I said , distracted on my phone.He lifted my chin and made me look at him.
"Look at me when i'm talking to you." He said.
"Okayy Vade damn." I said.He walked to the living room and left.
I got in the shower and got out.
I texted Kalone.Me: Soo you remember ole boy from the club right?
Kalone: Yea why?
Me: Me and him kinda talk now😬.
Kalone: Ohh really?! Ain't this the same nigga you said you didn't want? You so indecisivee.
Me: Noo like it was a spare of the moment type of thing. But he's so immature. Like he got a baby that he wasn't taking responsibility of and I literally made him step up and be a dad.
Kalone: That's red flag number one.
Me: And he had a damn gun on my dresser when I woke up.
Kalone: Red flag number 2!
Me: I knoww. I just don't wanna give up on him yet.
Kalone: You know it's a three red flag maximum.
Me: I know .. we just gotta see.
Kalone: Mkay.
I got dressed.