I stared at Vade's text message debating on if I should let him come.
On one hand , I wanted him to come so I could see what he really wanted to do with my ass.
But on the other hand , I feel like he only using me as an experience.
Every person we've come across while I was out with him , thought I was a female.
So I just said , fuck it and sent him the address.
V.luvv: I'll be over there soon.
C.arson_: Yea Yea.
9:34 pm ..
Milano had just left and I started dozing off when the door bell rung.
I sucked my teeth and got up.
I opened the door and seen Vade standing there with a bouquet of pink roses.
Even tho I didn't want to , I still started blushing.
He handed me the roses and pulled me to him by my waist.
"You thing you could just come here and give me flowers and think everything gon be alright?" I said , jokingly.
"Nah I just miss you , that's all. Ain't speak to yo ass in damnear three days." He said.
"Cause i'm not fucking with no nigga who can't take care of his responsibility." I said.
I walked in the house and sat on the couch.
He sat next to me and wrapped his arm around me.
"Cmere." He said , grabbing my chin and kissing me.
I kissed him back and ran my fingers thru his hair.
I felt on his print and his chest.
Then I remembered my self respect.
I barely know his nigga and i'm sitting here sucking lips with him.
I grabbed him by his throat and pulled his lips away from mine.
"Vade , what I told you before you came over here?" I asked.
"That you not one of those lil bitches I used to fuck with , nd allat dumb shit." He said.
"Vade lemme explain something to you , i'm not a female. You don't just bend me over when you feel like it. I have self respect and morals. You already on strike two after you failed to take care of your seed without someone being on your back about it." I said.
"How many times you gon tell me this shit? I get it Carson damn .. why you gotta be so hard on me?" He asked.
"Cause if you can get on stage and dance in front of a bunch of bitches , you can take care of your son and you can NOT have sex on the first night with someone." I said.
"And you just gon keep throwing the shit in my face right?! I get it , I wasn't there for the little nigga but i'm here now so what the hell is the problem?!" He snapped.
"First off , watch who the fuck you yelling at! And hell yea ima keep saying cause that's not something little! Nigga you did one of the worst sins , thou shall not deny thy child!" I said.
"Manee Carson whatever." He said , as he got up and started towards the door.
I stood up and grabbed his arm right when he made it to the door.
I pulled him back to the couch and sat him down.
I climbed into his lap and cuffed his face with my nails.
"Alright .. i'm sorry for throwing in your face but Vade if I would have never stopped Shae in the parking lot , you would have never involved yourself in that lil boys life." I said.
"Baby I understand that but you don't even know the reason behind why I wasn't there. I'm not ready for no baby .. i'm not nothing for him to look up to yet." Vade said.
"And I understand that .. but while we talking , Lemme ask you this question .. are you DL?" I asked.
"What's that?" He asked.
"Oh hell no .. Vade am I the first boy you've ever tried to talk to?" I asked.
"Yea .." He admitted.
"Vade .. you do know that dating a boy is way different from dating a girl right?" I asked.
"Um .. i'll learn" He said , rubbing on my ass.
"Suree." I said , laughing.
"But cmon and let's watch this movie." He said , grabbing the remote.
12:22 am ..
Vade was dozing off with his head in my lap.
I shook him but he would fall right back asleep.
"Vade , get up and go get in my bed." I told him.
"Uht Uhn .. i'm comfortable right here." He said.
"Well i'm not. So get yo ass up and get in
the bed." I said pushing him off me.
"Nigga I know damnwell you ain't just push me." He said , laughing.
"And did." I said , rolling my eyes.
He picked me up and threw me across his shoulder.
He carried me to my room and slammed me on bed.
He started tickling me and kissing on me.
He laid between my legs and looked me in my eyes.
I griped his face with my nails and stared into
his eyes.
"You know what .. I want you to be honest with me." I said.
"About what?" He asked.
"What's your true intentions with me? All those girls that probably want you and you fuckin with me." I said.
"I wanna try something new .. i've never been with someone like you before and it would be the best new experience for me." He said.
"Vade , I'm not tryna be nobodies experiment .. I want something long term. I don't want you to be fed up with me and then leave me high and dry." I said.
"Why would I do that? We haven't even been involved with each other for longer than a week and you already making me a better person. I'm never leaving you alone."
