THE LYFESTYLE.

ch.24

After we ate , we left out and got in the car.
Vade drove to the gas station and got out to go pay for the gas.
He dropped his wallet , getting out the car.

"Babe-" I said tryna catch his attention before he got too far.

He didn't so I got out and grabbed his wallet off the ground.
I grabbed it and seen multiple credit cards in there that weren't his.
There were over 5 credit cards that did not have Vade's name on them.
And there was a lumsome of cash in there too.
How the hell does a man who literally JUST got outta jail have this much money?
Something's going on .. I just couldn't put my finger on it.

I hurried up and got back in the car because I heard Valoure crying.
I grabbed his bottle and gave it to him.
Vade got back to the car and pumped the gas.
I tried to think how he could get all this money.
I threw his wallet in the seat out of aggression.
Whatever he was doing , was pissing me off even tho I had no clue what kinda shit he was involved in.
He got back in the car and and put his wallet in his pocket.
He pulled off.

3 hours later ..

I was laying in Vade's living room with Valoure.
I started getting a headache so I went to the bathroom and opened the mirror cabinet.
I seen a hole in the back of the mirror.
I put my finger in it and pulled it open.
The whole back of the mirror was filled with bricks of cocaine.
I grabbed one and examined it.
I scoffed and slammed the mirror.
I went to the room and threw the brick of cocaine at him.

"THE FUCK IS THIS?! VADE YOU CANNOT BE SERIOUS RIGHT NOW!" I yelled.
"YOU GOING THRU MY SHIT?!" He yelled.
"IT DON'T MATTER! YOU HAVE A SON! YOU JUST GOT OUTTA JAIL! YOU HAVE A SON THAT I'VE BEEN TAKING CARE OF WHILE YOU WERE AWAY! AND THIS IS THE SHIT YOU CHOOSE TO DO?! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR CAREER?!" I pressed.
"MY CAREER WENT TO HELL WHEN I CAME OUT THE CLOST FOR FUCKING WITH YOU! YOU THE REASON ALL THIS SHIT HAPPEN! YOU THE REASON I KILT MALIK! YOUR THE REASON MY CAREER IS OVER! SO EXCUSE ME FOR FINDING A QUICK WAY OF INCOME! ION KNOW WHY YOU COMPLAINING!" He said.

"VADE I DON'T HAVE SHIT TO DO WITH YOUR CARRER BEING OVER! IF THATS THE CASE , WHY YOU WITH ME?!" I asked.
"CAUSE I LOVE YOU! BUT YOU TOO DAMN STUPID TO SEE IT!" Vade snapped.
"Wow .. okay Vade. If that's how you feel then we ain't gotta be involved no more. I'm done." I said.

I grabbed my purse and phone.
I picked up Valoure and grabbed his diaper bag.
Vade rushed into the living room and tired to grab Valoure from me.

"YOU NOT TAKING MY DAMN SON!" He said.
"VADE STOP!" I yelled.
"HE'S MY DAMN SON!" Vade said.

Valoure started crying.
I snatched him from Vade and walked out.
I went downstairs and got in my car.
I put Valoure in his car seat.

"It's okay baby .. we gon be okay." I said , crying.

I got in the car and drove to my moms house.
We got out the car and I took Valoure out.
I knocked on the door.
My mom opened the door.
I sniffled and wiped my eyes , trying to get myself together.
She sighed and opened her arms.
I started crying all over again and walked right into her arms.
She hugged me and held me while I sobbed in her shoulder.
Tayler came and took Valoure from me and sat on the couch with him.

"Mommy .. i'm just tired. I'm so fucking tired." I cried into her shoulder.
"It's okay my baby .. your gonna stay with me for now on okay?"

3 days later ..  1:25 am.

I was sitting in my bed , eating ice cream.
Valoure was sleep.
My momma was at work.
And Tayler was at her boyfriends house so it was just me by my lonesome.
My momma set me and Valoure up in my old room.
It still had my nicki minaj fan posters hung up.
Behind the posters were my light pink painted walls.
My vanity with pictures of me stuck in the creases of it.
It felt so good to be home.
Somebody knocked on the door.
I got up and opened the front door.
It was Ty'sean .. my old "boyfriend".
Long story , no time.

TY'SEAN MOORE | 24

"Oh shit .. hi Ty." I said.
"Carson?! Nahh this can't be real. I ain't seen you since you first started wearing wigs kid." Ty said , laughing.
"Yea .. we were 14 and 16 Ty. A lot has changed since then." I said.
"I see that .. yo I just wanna apologize for-"
"Ty it's cool .. it's okay. We were children just tryna figure things out soo .. it's alright." I said.

Okay .. when me and Ty were together as teenagers , he put me in a really bad position with my mom and Tayler.
Ty'sean was so involved in the streets at that time , and whenever he needed a place to stake out when people wanted him dead .. I use to let him crash in my room.
One day , my mother found him in my bed , asleep while I was at school and she cursed me out so fucking bad.
She said so many terrible things to me that crushed my sprit.
She also cursed Ty out and scared him away.
After the fact .. he never came and checked on me.
After everything I did for him , he never came and checked on me after we got caught.
It hurted.
It hurted so bad.