Me and Vade were cuddling in my room , watching a movie.
But the thought of him stabbing someone to death couldn't slip my mind.
Every time I thought about it , it made me uncomfortable to be next to him.
I got up from the bed and went and checked on Valoure , who's crib was in the living room.
I stared at Valoure and all I could see is Shae.
"Um .. baby!" I said.
"Yeah?" He replied.
"Have you called and checked on Shae?" I asked.
"Here you with this bullshit" He said.
"Vade it's not bullshit .. she's your sons mother , you should want to check on her." I said.
"Fuck ha!" He said.
"What the hell has that girl done to you to deserve the way you treat her?" I asked.
"She gave me a damn responsibility that I didn't want." He said.
"Here yo go with this shit again. Stop saying shit like that." I said.
"I'm just saying how I feel." He said.
"Sometimes I be so happy that i'm not a girl. Cause yo ass would've had me pregnant already and you was not bout abandon me and my baby."I said.
"I don't want no more kids. I'll stick with my one." Vade said.
I picked up Valoure and brought him back to the room.
I handed him to Vade.
"You gotta take him today. I need to go get my nails done and I need to go get some wig glue." I said.
"I can't today , I gotta go to the studio." He said.
"Well you have to , I can't run errands with a baby." I said.
"Carson cmon , I really gotta get back to this music." He said.
"Well the music gon have to wait cause I need to get my nails done." I said.
He sucked his teeth and sighed.
I sighed.
"How bout you go to the studio now and when you get back .. i'll go run my errands." I said.
"Thank you baby." He said as he jumped up and put the baby in my arms.
He ran out the door.
I put Valoure in his crib and walked back in my room.
I seen that he left him phone on my bed.
I grabbed it and it started ringing.
I answered it.
"Hello?" I said.
"Come home papa , I miss you." The girl said , thinking I was Vade.
"Bitch who the fuck is this?!" I snapped.
"This is leah! Who the fuck is this?!" She said.
"Bitch this is Cars- Kayla .." I said , lying.
"Where the fuck is Vade and who the fuck is you?!" She said.
"I'm his girlfriend! And he not fucking here! Listen bitch , don't call his mu'fuckin phone again! He ain't single no more." I said , hanging up.
I threw the phone on the bed.
I sat on my bed and thought.
I heard the front door open again.
He came in the room and seen my face.
"Fuck wrong with you?" He asked.
"Vade why is it bitches calling your phone saying they miss you and for you to come home?" I asked.
"What is you talking about??" He asked.
"VADE STOP PLAYING WITH ME! DEADASS! THIS YO LAST CHANCE AND YOU BET NOT LIE!" I said.
"Aight .. but bae I stopped talking to that girl when me and you started getting serious I swear!" He said
"Vade you better hope you not lying cause I swear to god I will kill you!" I said.
"Bae you could call that girl right now and ask ha!" He said.
"Ion wanna ask her shit! You and that bitch could go be happy!" I said.
He grabbed his phone and called the girl back.
It rung for a long time then she answered.
"Leah , when was the last time we had sex?!" He asked her.
"Like six weeks ago , why?" She said.
"Nothing , that's all." He said.
He hung up.
"See bae?! You trippin man!" He said.
"I'm not trippin! I don't care when the last yall fucked , why is the bitch calling and telling you to come home?!" I said.
"I'm not cheating on you bro!" He said.
"Whatever." I said.
"Cmere" He said , grabbing me by my waist.
"Noo Vade leave me alone!" I said.
"Calm yo stupid ass down and gimme a kiss." I said.
he started kissing all on my face.
I couldn't help but laugh and kiss him back.
I picked me up and sat on the bed with me in his lap.
I ran my fingers thru his hair and kissed his forehead.
"I love you." He said out of no where.
"Wait what .." I said.
"I love you .."
"I- love you too baby .." I said.
He kissed me.
I kissed him back and the feelings I felt , I had never felt before.
45 minutes later ..
"Vade .. you bout to make me cum!" I moaned.
"You gon stop tripping on me now?" He asked.
"Yes daddy! Yes!" I moaned.
"Fuckk .. i'm bout to nut." He said.
"Nut in me nigga." I moaned.
He grunted and filled me up.
He dropped and laid next me.
We was both breathing heavy as fuck.
I looked over at him and laughed.
"You gotta stop fucking me like that." I said.
"Noo nigga , you gotta stop fucking me back like that." He said.
"You got my legs shaking right now bro." I said , pointing at my legs and laughing.
"I love you nigga." He said , laughing.
"I love you too." I said , rubbing on his chin.
