I sat in the chair , peeping my eye at them every couple minutes. They were chopping it up like they've been bestfriends for years. My feelings were extremely hurt but most of all , I felt betrayed. After we finished eating , Kalone and Milano went out to the cars while I went to the bathroom. while coming out the bathroom , wiping my hands with a paper tower; Vade bumped into me , making me drop my phone.
"Well damn can you watch where you goin?" I said , picking up my phone before looking at who bumped me. "Damn my fault." He said. "Yeah .. your fault." I said , staring him down. "What's that supposed to mean?" He asked. "Dog , liar , traitor , may I go on?" I said. "Dog? Liar? Traitor? You forgetting that you stepped out on me and fucked a nigga in a bed we both slept in?" He said. "I know what I did , and I know it was wrong but walking up in here with that bitch and thinking everything is okay is crazy. Maybe since y'all a happy couple now .. y'all could take y'all son back. That way we ain't never gotta speak to each other again—" I said , stepping closer to him. "- cause lord knows i'm sick of dealing with yo ass." I said , looking him up and down.
I stepped on the back of my beige christian louboutin and stepped back from him. I turned around and walked to the exit I walked out and seen Kalone and Milano sitting in their cars. I got in mine and we called on the group call.
"Where y'all wanna go now?" Kalone asked. "We gotta find outfits for tonight. You forgot we was going to the club?" I said. "Oh you rightt." Kalone said. "Alright well , let's go to the mall." Milano said.
We all pulled off and drove to the mall.
Later that day ..
I was getting dressed , trying to find what shoes to put on when I finally found a pair.
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Soon as I put my heels on , Kalone and Milano came in. They came in my room and sat on my bed.
"Ion know y'all .. this outfit doesn't give off "club" vibes." I said , looking at myself in the mirror. "But you look cute so does it matter?" Milano asked. "Yes .. it does matter because looking cute and feeling cute are two very different things." I said. "Boy just shut up and let's go , you look perfectly fine." Kalone said , grabbing arm and pulling me out the house.
We all got in Kalone's car and we drove to the club. We got out and walked in. "Slide"-Chris Brown was playing in the club.
Me and Kalone danced around while we waited for a section to open up. Milano was on his phone when he looked up and his mouth dropped.
"What's wrong?" I asked. "Um .. don't look now but Vade is here." Milano said. "I just can't escape this nigga .." I said , turning around and looking at Vade. "Yeah .. it's starting to get a lil creepy." Kalone said.
The lady guided us to our section and we sat down and ordered drinks. Our drinks came and Vade hopped up on stage. He started rapping and the song was a good song but it was just one line that caught me off guard .. The line was: "Second guessing my decisions , now he's no where to be found. Wish I never seen his face , he can't stand me around." Second guessing his decisions? Does he mean leaving me for Shae? Or does he mean meeting me? Whatever it was , it made me feel a way.
I zoned out the rest of the song and stared off into space. When the song ended , I stood up and walked out. Kalone and Milano followed me. I went out to the car and sat on the hood. I dried my tears before they fell and messed up mascara.
"What's wrong?" Kalone asked. "I can't do this shit .. I wanna go home. Take me home." I said , breathing heavy. "Alright .. I'll take you cmon." Milano said.
Vade ran out the club and seen us. He walked over to us and grabbed my arm.
"I'll take him home , y'all go have a good time." Vade said to them. "You sure?" Milano asked him. "Yea I got him. Y'all know Ima protect him with my life." Vade said. "Alright , CC text us when you get home okay?" Kalone said. "Okay .." I said.
We walked over to Vade's car and got in. The ride was completely silent. He drove me home and walked me upstairs. I went in the house and sat on my couch. I took my heels off and rubbed my legs. Vade sat down next to me.
"Can we talk?" He asked. "Talk Vade .." I sighed. "What you did hurt me .. and Shae was the first person I thought to fall back on. I never meant for you to feel like I've betrayed you cause I know that's how you felt." He said. "Vade .. what happened between me and Jerell was nothing but me being emotionally horny. I have no feelings for that man relationship wise. Me and him are friends." I said. "You fuck all your friends? I gotta ask Kalone if you and him had something going on before?" He asked , tryna be funny. "Don't even do that .. you know me and Kalone are strictly friends." I said. "Do I? It's a lot of shit you keep from me. I feel like i'm sitting next to a stranger." He said. "I never want you to feel like that but the last person I told all business to , hurt me and told my business to everyone else. I'm not ready to trust another soul yet." I said. "I'm not Rob .. you know that."
