"You did good or whatever." I said , cheesing. "Mhm .. I seen ya pretty ass sitting out here looking all good nd shit. Almost have a nigga stage fright." He said. "Boyy why you playing?" I asked. "Who playin? I ain't never been more serious in my life."Vade said. "All those bitches over there and you crawling up my back? Must want something." I said. "I just want a kiss." He said.
A girl came up to us.
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"Vade can I talk to you?" The girl said. "Umm Shae right now is not a good time." Vade said , rubbing his chin. "Well when is it ever a good time for you?!" The girl snapped. "Um .. I could go if you really need to talk to him." I said , beginning to stand up. "No it's okay my love .. just- have him call me later." The girl said , softly. "No .. you can talk to him right now. Vade get yo ass up and have a conversation with that girl." I demanded.
Vade sucked his teeth and got up. He grabbed the girl by her arm and took to away. I sipped my drink and waited for him to come back.
11:20 pm ..
I seen Vade yelling at Shae in a corner. Vade came back and sat next to me. I watched Shae walk from the corner , crying with her hand over her stomach. My eyes followed her to the door where she walked out. Vade tried to wrap his arm around me. I pushed it off me.
"What did you say to that girl??" I asked. "It's nothing , she's just being dramatic." He said. "Vade i'm being so serious. Tell me." I said. "It's nothing." He said. "Okay." I said as I grabbed my purse , got up and walked out.
I ran after the girl when I seen her. She was standing by her car , wiping her tears.
"Hey , um if it's not too much .. can I ask what happened between you and Vade?" I asked. "Are you his girlfriend?" She asked , sniffing. "Oh no .. I just hate to see a beautiful woman cry and I would love to know what he said or did to you." I said. "Well um .. I gave birth to a baby three months ago and it's Vade's. But he hasn't been there for my son at all. Diapers and Formula costs .. all I want from him is support and for him to be there for our son." Shae said. ".. Can I see the lil guy?" I asked. "Yea .."
She pulled out her phone and showed me her son.
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He looked just like Vade to me. Don't see how Vade could deny such a beautiful soul.
"He is so handsome .. I'm so sorry that Vade is doing this to you." I said. "His name is Valoure .. I just want Vade to be there for him." Shae said. "I'll have a conversation with him. And for right now .. take my number and call me if you need anything. And I do mean anything" I said , putting my number in her phone. "Omg .. thank you .." She said. "Your welcome , have a good night." I said.
I walked away from her and to my car. Vade came out and seen me. He ran to me.
"Yo why you walked out?" He asked. "The same reason why you not taking care of your child .." I said. "Damn .. she got to you didn't she? Listen , the baby ain't mines." He replied. "Vade that damn baby look just like you .. how dare you deny him." I said. "Even if the baby is mines , i'm not ready for no damn baby." I said. "But I bet you was ready to fuck that girl and nut in her wasn't you." I said , crossing my arms. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. "Baby .. why you worried bout that girl?" He asked with his arms wrapped around me. "Because that girl don't deserve to raise a baby alone when she didn't make the baby by herself." I said , pushing him off me.
I got in my car and rolled down my window.
"When you learn some responsibility .. text me. I can't fuck with a nigga who can't even take ownership of his seed." I said. "Yo you serious right now?" He asked.
I didn't even respond , I drove off. I drove home and went upstairs. I texted Shae.
Me: Shae send me your cashapp.
Shae: $Sh025
I sent her $200 for diapers and formula. Can't stand to see a nigga be a deadbeat.
2 days later .. 3:47 pm .. september 5th
I was sitting on my couch with Milano watching Pose. When I got text.
Shae: He came and seen Valoure for the first time. He even brought me diapers. What did you say to him?
Me: Nothing .. I haven't even talked to Vade in two days.
Shae: He must really like you if he willing to be a man just to get you back.
Me: Tell that boy to text me.
Shae: Okay.
2 minutes after , Vade texted me.
V.luvv: You happy now?
C.arson_: Nigga you only did it cause I stopped talking to you , not cause you wanted to.
V.luvv: I still did it tho.
C.arson_: But you didn't do it cause you wanted to. You only did cause you wanted me to talk to you again. Fuck is wrong with you?
V.luvv: Aight nigga im sorry. I'll step up and do my part as long as I could come see you tonight.
C.arson_: Vade you not getting in my draws that easy. I'm not one of these lil bitches you used to fuck around with. Ion give it up that easy.
V.luvv: Im not tryna get in ya draws .. im tryna watch a movie nd chill. Ion know what type of nigga you take me for but i'm not that.
