My mom came in.
I quickly put my finger over her mouth to shh her.
I didn't want her to wake them up.
I slowly got off the bed and walked to the living room with her and closed the door behind me.
"So you and him back together??" She pressed.
"No ma'am , he's just here to spend time with his son. You do remember that that's his son right? I can't deny him the right to see a kid that's not physically or legally mine." I said.
"You still got feelings for this boy?" She asked.
"Mama .. me and him literally just broke up a few days ago. Yes I still love him but I can't be with him." I said.
"Mhm .. well im going to run a few errands. Don't do nun stupid. I'll be back in a few hours." She said.
"Yes ma'am." I said , going back in my room.
I texted the 3/3 gc and sent them the picture of Vade and Valoure.
Kalone: They look so cute.
Milano: The baby cute , ion like Vade's ass.
Me: Milano did I tell you how Ty'sean pulled up on me and made me fall back in love?
Milano: TY'SEAN?! TY'SEAN FRON WHEN WE WAS YOUNGER TY'SEAN?!
Me: Yess that Ty'sean.
Before I could get the chance to type something else , Vade got a text.
"When you get home , can you order me some food?" The message read.
The contact name was "babygirl".
I scrolled up and seen more messages.
Vade: Nah i'm seeing my son right now.
Unknown: Okay , hurry up and come home. I miss you baby.
Vade: I miss you too , i'll be home soon.
He'll be home soon?!
HE'LL BE HOME SOON?!
So as soon as I moved out , he moved another bitch in??
Wow .. this nigga really pissing me off.
I threw the phone of the bed and smacked Vade out his sleep.
"Vade get up and get out." I said.
"Yo what the fuck bro?! Carson what the fuck wrong with you?!" He said , laying Valoure on the bed and standing up.
"YOU GOT THE NEXT BITCH IN YOUR HOUSE SO YOU CAN GET OUT!" I yelled.
"FUCK IS YOU TALKING ABOUT BRO?!" He snapped.
"YOU TEXTING BITCHES ND TELLING THEM YOU COMING HOME SOON?! WHEN YOU SUPPOSED TO BE SPENDING TIME WITH YOUR SON! DON'T EVEN WORRY BOUT IT! CAUSE YOU'N GOTTA WORRY ABOUT ME ND VALOURE NO FUCKING MORE! I GOT HIM FOR NOW ON! CAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU AND SHAE CAN'T DO IT!" I yelled.
"YOU ALWAYS TAKING SHIT TOO FAR! SO WHAT I MOVED A NEW BITCH IN? YOU DONT WANT ME NO MORE SO WHATS THE ISSUE?!" He said.
"YOU CANNOT BE SERIOUS RIGHT NOW! VADE I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU BUT YOU MADE IT TO WHERE I CANNOT BE WITH YOU! YOU FUCKED US UP! NOT ME! YOU DID IT SO TAKE UP FOR WHAT THE FUCK YOU DID!" I snapped.
He scoffed and quickly grabbed my throat.
He wasn't gripping it too tight but tight enough.
I seen a tear fall from his eye.
He put his finger in my face and started moving like he wanted to speak but didn't know what to say.
"I didn't do this for you. I started this drug shit for me .. I NEEDED SOMETHING TO DO! I WAS LOSING MY MIND IN THAT HOUSE! YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO BE INVOLVED! YOU CHOSE TO! AND YOU WEREN'T THE ONLY ONE IN LOVE NIGGA! I CAME FULLY OUT THE CLOSET FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU! BUT YOU DON'T WANT ME BECAUSE YOU CAN'T SEE PAST ALL MY FLAWS!" He said.
"Vade .. i'm sorry." I said.
He threw my neck and grabbed his jacket.
He grabbed his phone and left out the house , slamming the door behind him.
He woke up Valoure.
Valoure started screaming crying.
It was clear to me that all this shit was taking a tole on me , him , and Vade.
We all needed a break from each other.
The next day .. 3:37 pm ..
Kalone came and picked up Valoure cause I told him I needed some time to myself.
I was sitting in the living room on the couch , eating a pie when there was a knock on the door.
It was Ty'sean.
"Hi Ty." I said.
"Wassup .. Tayler told me you wasn't really in a good mood. Thought i'd come check up on you." Ty said.
"Tayler always running her damn mouth. Im fine Ty , really." I said.
"You sure? Cause I can stay the night if you want." He suggested.
"Really? Cause I honestly do need a hug right about now." I said.
"Cmon , bring it in." He said , opening his arms.
I walked right into his arms and hugged him.
With my arms around his stomach and his around my neck , our bodies collided and made us both feel a way we never thought we'd ever feel again within each other.
We broke from the hug and looked in each other's eyes.
"I missed you babyboy .." Ty said.
"Ty .. we can't do this again. Every time I fall in love with you .. we always split horribly." I said.
"I won't hurt you this time .. I promise. I'm ready now." He said.
"But what if WE not ready? As a whole? What if we can't get it right this time? I just got out of a serious situation .. i'm taking care of somebody's baby. I'm damnear a babymomma. Can you handle that? Can you handle me?" I asked.
"I can .. the real question is .. can you handle me and all my baggage?" He asked.
