I ended up falling asleep on Vade's chest.
I'm surprised he wasn't mad at me.
I guess he looked at it as my payback from when he did what he did
Still doesn't make it better.
I woke up to Valoure crying.
Vade sat up and picked up Valoure.
He bounced Valoure.
I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water.
I tried drinking it but it hurt to swallow.
My throat was in excruciating pain.
I coughed up the water and wiped my mouth.
Vade came in the kitchen and looked at me.
"You wanna go to the er?" He asked.
"Yes please .." I said.
"Aight cmon." He said , grabbing Valoure's stroller and putting him in it.
I threw on some shorts and a hoodie.
I grabbed my purse and phone.
I grabbed two of the pills my momma gave me and quickly took them with the water.
It hurt to even swallow one , let alone two.
We walked out the house and went downstairs to
Vade's car.
We got in and drove to the closest hospital.
We went in and checked in.
We sat down and waited for the doctor.
Valoure started crying.
Then we realized we didn't bring any of his bottles.
"Ima run out and get him a bottle and some formula." He said.
"Okay." I said as he kissed my forehead and walked out with Valoure.
Soon as he walked out , the doctor called my name.
I stood up and walked to the back with her.
She took my blood pressure and everything else.
She started examining my neck.
"Well your tonsils are a lil swollen. But all the pain and swelling should be gon by tomorrow morning. But for today , I'm gonna give you a oral steroid for the pain. I'm gonna give you one here and give you one to take at home." The doctor said.
"Okay." I said.
"Alright , I'll be back with your forms and your steroids." She said.
I was sitting and waiting for her to come back when I seen Rob come out another room.
He had ice on his nose.
He seen me and walked in my room.
"Rob get yo ass outta here." I said.
"Look , I just wanna say sorry." He said.
"Fuck you and yo sorry. I could barely breath cause of what you did to me." I said.
"I know and I'm sorry just please forgive me." He said.
Vade came in the back with Valoure and seen Rob.
He left the stroller there and swung on Rob.
Rob dodged it and tackled Vade.
Nurses and doctors rushed to grab Rob off Vade but Vade was still punching Rob's back.
Rob got one good punch at Vade's face and Vade's mouth started bleeding.
The doctors finally got Rob off Vade.
Security grabbed Vade and Rob.
"MAN YOU PUSSY FOR BEATING ON MY NIGGA!" Vade said.
"YA NIGGA-" Rob asked , laughing.
"-YA NIGGA WAS JUST SUCKING MY DICK AND LETTING ME BEAT HIS BACK IN!" Rob said.
"ROBERT!" I said.
"WHAT?! YO CARSON YOU LET THIS NIGGA FUCK YOU AGAIN?!" Vade asked.
"Vade .." I said low.
"YO YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW BRO?! IM SITTING HERE LITERALLY FIGHTING FOR YOU AND YOU LET DUDE HIT?!" Vade said.
I seen multiple people pull out their phones and start recording.
Mind you .. I'm outside with no tuck , no wig , none of that.
"VADE STOP!" I said.
"NAH FUCK THAT! I DONT GIVE A FUCK! CARSON YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?!" Vade said.
"AND I WAS HOLDING YOUR BABY NIGGA!" Rob said.
"ROB STOP!!" I said.
"Yo you serious .. don't be serious right now Carson foreal." Vade said.
"I love you .." I said , not knowing what to say.
"Fuck you." Vade said.
He broke from the security's hold and walked out.
I started crying.
I didn't know what to do.
I never meant to hurt him.
I never did ..
And now I fucked up with a good nigga.
The next morning .. 7:24 am ..
I woke up with Valoure in my arms.
I checked my phone and social medias.
I had a text from Milano.
He sent me a Instagram link.
I went to the post and it was the video of me , Vade and Rob arguing.
The caption said "2tone is gay?!? His career really over."
FUCK!
I did this shit.
I fucked up his life.
I texted Vade.
Me: Baby I'm so sorry.
Vade: Stop texting me. You got niggas blowing my phone up , calling me a faggot.
Me: Vade I'm sorry!
Vade: Fuck you.
He don't love me no more.
I fucked up.
Bad.
I didn't know what to do so I called my mom.
"Mommy ..." I cried.
"What's wrong baby?" She asked.
"I messed up .. it's all my fault and I messed up." I said.
"Stop talking , I'm on my way." She said.
"Okay." I said , hanging up.
20 minutes later ..
My mom came and cooked me some food.
She nursed my feelings back to health.
I sat on the couch with Valoure and watched Mickey Mouse.
I felt like a big ass kid but I needed it.
She came and sat down next to me.
"You okay baby?" She asked as she rubbed my head.
"Yea .. I just feel bad. I fucked up his life and he won't even let me say sorry." I said.
"That boy is upset with you right now I can't say I blame him." She said.
"Ma!" I said protesting.
"Listen , I'm being honest. You got that man's sexuality exposed. See this is why I told you to stop fucking with these thug ass boys." She said.
"Ma him being a thug don't got nothing to do with it." I said.
"It do. These lil hood ass boys don't know if they want dick or pussy." She said.
"You know what ma." I said , laughing.
"I'm being frl! Although Rob is a bad person , he was still the only person that loves you openly." She said.
"Ma that's like me saying "even tho daddy beat you and burned you on your leg with an iron , he never cheated on you." Like that's so hypocritical." I said.
Then .. Vade called.
