•I Miss You•
Before life got swept under my feet
By depression and insecurities,
I was full of energy
Good energy that was from the heart
And excitement about life
Thinking I had all the time in the world
But that same time was taken from me
By impure thoughts and experiences
The purest form of life,
Is childhood
But sadly, it's all a blur
From toddler times
To elementary school
I can't remember a damn thing
The self hate hangs over
The happiest parts of my life
With a smile
I can't breathe
I'm drowning in my own sea
Of tribulations
On one side of me, it's
The heartache I feel through my chest
As I silently beg God
To let me love myself
And on the other side, is
The psychological pain of
Wanting to know the answer
As to why I feel this way
About myself
My hair
My body
The pain wasn't only mine
But the reflection in the mirror
As I looked at that other girl
YOU ARE READING
Morgan's POV
PoetryA peek inside my mind of what I go through but never say out loud. This is the closest my poems will go out to the world but this is a small step in the right direction. I hope you like it here. 🌷
