•Sorry For My Actions Cause The Absence I've Been Dealt With•
i'm sorry that i push u away
even though i need u
i'm sorry i can be mean to u
when i don't want that to happen to me
i'm sorry
i am so sorry for the way i am
and the way i show my emotions
i want love
i want to be loved
i am love
i just don't know how to show it
if i ever hurt u, it was not intentional
that was not my purpose
i can't go on like this
being like this
treating people like that
i need help, i can admit that
i'm just broken
i've been broke by life
and i've been broken by a man that i never even met
his impact on my life has been slim to none
but the pain he's caused has taken over my whole life !
i can't escape it
i've never seen his face
but -
but -
he's taking over my life
he is the reason i treat my mother the way i treat my mother
but admire her at the same time
long stranger
why do u cause me this pain ?
u are not physically here and probably never will be
but the power u have over my emotions keep pulling me
i've never seen his face
but your footprints are still present when u left
dad
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Morgan's POV
PoetryA peek inside my mind of what I go through but never say out loud. This is the closest my poems will go out to the world but this is a small step in the right direction. I hope you like it here. 🌷
