Part 59

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•Unstoppable•

anxiety takes over my whole body
mostly my heart and stomach
both is racing to see who can beat the fastest
who will come out of my body first
the thumping in my chest all of a sudden gets faster when i think the teacher is abut to call my name
except she isn't
jus a word that sounds like my name
chill out Morgan
i'm sorry, i'm trying to
i haven't been chill in a couple of years
stressing is easier than not stressing these days
i don't know what's wrong with me
i need to go to therapy
now
been now
i need answers to all my defense mechanisms
i know i have some
wish it could protect me from my anxiety
but it just sweeps under the wall like water
water can get into anything
just like my anxiety
unstoppable

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