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Brent Caistter Sullivan
March 4, 3:14 PM (PST)
Amby:
Brent?
Brent:
Hello, Sol :) how are you?
Amby:
I'm fine, thank you for asking!
May itatanong lang sana ako sa yo 😅
Brent:
Ah, ano yun? Spill it
Amby:
About your tweet, March 2nd...
Did you already know?
Brent:
I already know, Sol. I'm sorry if I heard what y'all talking about that day. I'm not eavesdropping you and your friend's topic...
Amby:
It's okay, you deserve to know anyways. You were about to visit me that day too, right?
Brent:
Oo, bibisitahin sana kita para kumustahin iyong pakiramdam mo. Kaso nakita ko na nandoon din iyong mga kaibigan mo sa loob kaya hindi na ako pumasok pa para hindi kayo maabala. Aalis na din sana ako agad kaso narinig ko na tinatanong ka nila kung okay ka lang kasi parang kakagaling mo lang sa iyak non. Na-curious ako kung bakit ka naiyak that time kaya nag-stay muna ako sa tapat ng pintuan mo para malaman iyong reasons
I didn't know that you're going through that. You didn't deserve
to be treated like that at all, Sol
Amby:
But I'm fine now, Brent
I already runaway, and I'm already living my best life
About our baby... I'm sorry for losing her/him 😔
Brent:
Why are you saying sorry?
Hindi mo naman kasalanan yun, na-stress ka sa family mo tapos umalis pa ako noong time na iyon kaya lalong nadagdagan iyong stress mo. Instead na pagaanin ko iyong nararamdaman mo, lalo ko pang pinabigat. You are the one who deserves the biggest apology here
Amby:
Can I ask what's the reason why you left me, Brent? Up until now kasi sobrang clueless ko pa rin kung anong reason mo bakit ka umalis
Brent:
I've been waiting for this moment, Sol. Finally, you're willing to listen to me na 😭💗
So, I was diagnosed having a heart failure. Noon akala ko normal na hinihingal lang ako. But it was getting worse and worse. Minsan may mga oras na bigla na lang sumisikip iyong paghinga ko tapos parang may natusok sa loob ng dibdib ko, then may time na bigla na lang akong nawawalan ng hininga at hinihimatay. Minsan ding tumigil iyong pagtibok ng puso ko at dinala sa Hospital. Kaya napagdesisyonan nila Mama na ipa-check up na ako sa Doctor para malaman ang sakit ko. Tapos nalaman namin na sobrang lala na pala nung sakit ko at kailangan nang ipa-opera kasi pwede kong ikamatay iyon.
My father suggested na sa kaibigan niyang Doctor ako ipa-opera. Kasi tinatanggihan kami ng ibang hospital since super risky nung magiging operation. Eh, iyong kaibigan ni Papa 2 decades na siyang nag-oopera. He knows how to handle everything. Kaya nag-decide kami na lumipad papuntang Calgary para doon ako operahan, super busy din kasi noong kaibigan ni Papa na Doctor kaya walang time para lumipad papuntang Pilipinas. Nagpa-schedule lang kami ng operation doon. Gladly, I survived.
I'm still taking my medicines everyday. Yearly din ako nagpapa-check up. This June babalik ako ng Calgary para ma-check up ako at malaman kung okay na ba talaga
Amby:
Why you didn't tell me about it? :(
Brent:
I just don't want you to worry. Alam ko kasi stress ka noon sa school works to the point na araw-araw ka na daw nagbe-breakdown dahil doon sabi sa akin ni Brianna. Kaya hindi ko na sinabi sa yo para hindi ka mahirapan. Kaso mas lalo pa palang lumala kasi nag-overthink ka kung nasaan ako at kung bakit ako umalis
Amby:
I do understand now, Brent...
I'm sorry 😔💔
Brent:
No, no please. Don't say that. Don't apologize to me, please.
I don't deserve an apology and you don't owe me one. So please, don't.
We didn't know what we're both going through in those times, hindi natin alam na we're both suffering na pala. That's why we... broke up, right? Naghiwalay tayo kasi sirang-sira na tayo pareho at kailangan nating ayusin ang mga sarili natin, pero babalik naman tayo sa isa't-isa once we're feeling complete and not lost anymore di ba?
Amby:
Oo, babalik tayo sa dati. Ibabalik natin, Brent. Pangako 'yan. I'm proud of you, of us. Let's heal together.
