Laureen Gabrielle's POV
Hmm...her mouth that I always crave. Her scent that makes me crazy and get high. Her touch that makes my insides melt. Her taste that makes me want to devour her every second. Damn, she's the only one who has this unexplainable effect on me.
"Let's go home." Oh god, she's so sexy when she's this territorial!
"Okay."
I'm so whipped, I know. But, can you blame me? She's Haven Alexandrea Go! She's one of a kind! For me, no woman in this world can beat her beauty.
I know, I'm such an ass the past years and earlier too. I acted like a child and now I'm guilty as fuck. She doesn't deserve that kind of treatment. Maybe she did wrong things before. Somehow, I'm at fault too.
She was just worried at me then she saw me with someone on that place. I would think of something too if I was her. Instead of understanding her, I became mad. She was carrying our baby back then that's why she's that hurt.
Things were so messy that time. Nagsabay-sabay is the right term. I was stressed on my work and decided not to go home 'cause I felt embarassed. I don't wanna fail her. I don't want her to see me as a failure and that scares me.
Ayokong maisip ng mga tao na hindi ako yung para sa kanya kasi hindi niya deserve ang failure na katulad ko.
Damn, I was fucking immatured.
Kinain ako ng thought na baka hindi ko maibigay sa kanya yung lifestyle niya. Damn, ang bobo ko diba? Alam ko naman na hindi siya ganon. It's just me. I was the problem.
"Alexandrea..."
"Hmm?"
She's sitting beside me. We're currently on our living room's couch. Nakatingin lang siya sa TV namin na ang palabas ay isang Disney Movie.
"Turn that off, please. I want baby time." I mumbled. Trying to show her my cute side, hoping she would fall for it.
She held the remote and pressed the off button. She faced me with her cheeky smile and sat on my lap, facing me. I'm holding her back. She softly comb my hair using her fingers.
Damn, this is home.
She is my home.
"Baby, maaga pa tayo bukas. No puyat tonight ha? Wag po ikaw makulit na." Paalala niya with her glaring eyes na alam kong joke lang naman.
We'll have friends outing tomorrow. Three days and two nights 'yon sa Cebu. That's Tita Lj's new Beach Resort. Our parents went there last week and they stayed for a week. We can't stay that long 'cause of working scheds kaya for three days lang.
Gav went with them. She had a lot of stories and wants to go back again that's why we planned the trip. Our friends can't say no to my daughter.
"Hmm, how about one round?" Biro ko. Tinignan niya naman ako ng parang di naniniwala. I chuckled. "I'm just kidding! We'll just cuddle and sleep tonight." I kissed her cheek.
"Good. I'm still sore." Ungot niya then pinched my sides.
"Dapat kasi humihindi ka sakin." I laughed.
"As if. Kahit humindi ako, kapag humaplos ka na wala naman akong nagagawa!" She rolled her eyes. I laughed hard. "Porket you know lang how to get me!" Nanggigigil niyang kinagat ang leeg ko.
Magical sugat from her.
"I would appreciate more if you lick and suck it, Mommy." I softly whispered on her ear.
"Y-you! Stop!" She's blushing haha! Cute. "Dinadaan mo nanaman ako sa mga ganyang sound ng voice mo. Stop it Gabi ha!"
"What? I'm just saying po." I said, trying to hide my smile. Inirapan niya lang ako. Hinila ko siya para yakapin. "Mommy..."
