Tanhaiyaan...

Part 10

~Bare with me for the long and emotional dailogues~

Raavi: Mein ja rahi hun shiva...

Shiva came out of his reverie...

Meanwhile gaumbi and dev returned from the store for lunch. Dhara came down from the terrace and everyone saw raavi with bag in her hand and shiva was seen nowhere.

Everyone was shocked seeing raavi with bag in her hands meanwhile Suman ma came out of her room asking for lunch and saw raavi and spoke..

Ma: Ae markundi yeh kya hai kahi ja rahi hai kya..

Raavi:Ha ma mein ghar chod kar ja rahi hun...

Ma:Ghar chodke ja rahi hai matlab....tere aur shiva ke bich phir se kuch...hey somnath yeh shiva kya karta hai kaha tha maine usse ki ache se baat kar... lekin nahi meri baat sune to na..ae bhagodi ki beti tujhe kuch pata hai kya hua....

Dhara: Nahi ma mujhe kuch nahi pata..jab me aur raavi khana bana rahe the tab shiva aaya aur mujhe laga unhe baat karne ka mauka milega to mei chali gayi wahan se uske baad kya hua mujhe nahi pata...

Ma: Abhi pata chalega...shiva...ae shiva kaha hai tu bahar aa...

Raavi:Ma shiva ki koi galti nahi hai yeh faisla Mera hai shiva ka isse koi lena dena nahi hai...aap plz use kuch mat kahiye...

Meanwhile shiva came out listening to his mother...

Shiva:Ma kya hua tune bulaya...

He kept his head hung down.His voice was low. He didn't wanted to meet or talk to anyone. He was not able to meet their gaze..

Ma: Yaha Teri biwi bol rahi hai ki woh ghar chod ke Jaa Rahi hai aur tu kaha baitha hai...kya hua phir se koi jhagda hua kya...

Shiva: Mujhe pata hai ma raavi ja rahi hai aur isme mei use rok bhi nhi sakta kyu ki wo apni jagah sahi hai...aur naa hi hum mese kisi ko rokna chahiye...

Ma: Ae shiva tu pagal ho gya kya...dekh me jaanti hu ki humne Jo kiya uske saath wo thik nahi tha lekin aise ise Ghar se bhejna bhi thik nahi hai beta.. ae raavi beta tu..tu shiva ko ek aakhri mauka de na me..mein vaada karti hu iske taraf se ki wo aisa dubara nhi krega...

Raavi: Ma plz aap aisa mat boliye... mein isliye nahi ja rahi kyuki aap ne mujhpe bharosa nahi kiya..balki isliye ja rahi hun kyuki mujhe kuch wakt chahiye in sab ko accept karne me...thodi der akele khud ke saath bitana chahti hu isliye ja rahi hun...aisa bilkul nahi hain ki mein aap sab se naaraz hoke ja rahi hun...

Suman understood her. She was right. She might feel better if she was given time to understand. Suman reluctantly agreed.

Ma: kab wapas aayegi... dekh raavi mei samjhti hun meine jo kiya ya kaha wo sahi nahi tha...tu apni jagah bilkul sahi hain...par ye mat sochna ab agar tu chali gayi to tu wapas nahi aa payegi..aisa bilkul nahi hain ..yeh tera hi ghar hai aur hamesha rahega tu jab chahe wapas aa sakti hain thik che...

Dhara: Raavi mai chahti tho nahi ki tu jaye pan ek aurat ke naate tera dard samjh sakti hun aur maa sahi keh rahi..tu jab chahe yahan wapas aa sakti hain humm sab tere apne hain dekh mein nahi jaanti ki tere aur shiva ke beech kya baat hui..par itna zarur pata hai ki agar tune yeh faisla liya hai to soch samajh kar hi liya hoga... to jab bhi wapas aane ka.. hum se... shiva se milne ka man hua to be jhijak wapas aa jana hmm..

Listening to her Raavi and Shiva both looked at each other at a time... Their eyes were potraying the pain they are going through. Shiva didn't want her to leave. He never did.

Raavi just nodded. She slowly went towards shiva and said..

Raavi: Ek baat kahu shiva....

Shiva: Bol raavi tujhe jo bolna hai bol mei sun raha hun...