My baby girl <3 x Yelena Belova

Chapter 16

The faceless shadows surrounded her, taunting her. Claiming that she's useless, crazy, weak. She wrapped her arms around her knees and rocked
trying to ignore the monsters.

Trying to convince herself that she's okay. But the voices only got louder continuously throwing nasty comments.

She's scared, eyes overflowing with tears, her body viciously shaking, she tried to cry for help but no one came.

Yelena shot up from bed, body covered by a layer of sweat. She breaths heavily as her eyes scan the room searching for any sign of the shadows. She releases a breath, I'm okay, I'm okay, there's nothing here she repeated over and over again.

Yelena's head turned towards the window. It was still dark outside. Her attention was shifted, when she felt something wet between her legs. Her eyes widened Fuck. No. Not again. Why is she so stupid? Tears once again blurred her vision as she jumped off her bed angrily. The night before she went to sleep big along with yn.

The younger Russian girl, ran back into her room,
locked the door, she bolted into her bathroom. She thanked the lord for having a bathroom, inside her bedroom.

Quickly, stripped out of her clothes and jumped into the shower. She sighed. It's going to be fine. Hopefully yn won't find out and even if she does, she can't do shit. I'm a responsible person and I'm able to take care of myself.

Managing to convince herself, she scrubs her body and washing her hair. Slightly relaxing as the hot water ran down her soft skin. Once she was finished she turned the shower off and grabbed a towel that yn leaves on the back of the toilet for when they do in the shower and exits the bathroom.

The small Russian grabs her favourite PJ's which were of course little pictures of food on them that Natasha had bought her, she dresses herself up making sure not to make any noise that might
disturb the British in the bed. She placed a clean
towel on the bed with an eye roll.

The girl retrieves her headphones and yn's lap top that she always has to bring before once again jumping into her bed, hiding under her blankets.

Plugging her headphones in, she logs
into yn's Netflix and types in Lilo and Stitch, She slightly smiles forgetting her issues as the Lilo and Stitch sign appear on the screen. After the credits start rolling in.

Yelena decides to watch another one of the Leroy and Stitch. She still had time after all, it was only 5:00am.

The sun began to rise shining some bright light, By the time the movie ended. Yelena instantly slammed the laptop off, snatched her headphones out and shoved them both under the bed. She pulled the covers up, shutting her eyes
and pretending to be asleep.

Yelena heard the door click as one of the
girls entered from the opposite room. She resumed her sleeping act, footsteps slowly made their way into her room, before she felt her curtains removed and the unmerciful sun peeking through.

The footsteps were once again on the
move as they approached the small girl's
bed, right before she felt someone shake
the woman next to her. The woman beside her sat up smiling at nat. The British then rub the littles back. When she moved she noticed the towel underneath her.

"Yelena baby" the 'sleeping' girl ignored her

"Lena, wake up" this time the girl responded by slightly moving her body. She opened her eyes to meet blue eyes softly staring at her. She yawned whilst rubbing her eyes with the back of her hand.

"Up you get you sleepy head, we're going for breakfast, then we can go out" the redhead said.

The blonde internally groaned, she wasn't hungry. She gave Natasha a forced smile as she swung her legs and walked towards her bathroom.

She lazily grabbed her toothbrush and began brushing. Taking a glance in the mirror she didn't like the girl staring at her. Her once brown eyes are now black, dark circles around her eyes, even her pale skin is now even paler which she
didn't know was even possible.

She didn't know what was up with herself today. She didn't know if she should drop or to stay big. It was all frustrating to her.

The pale girl angrily stared at the mirror,
before balling up her fist. She snapped as
her fist collided with the mirror, successfully
making the mirror shutter.

She felt pain, Yelena looked down to see
red liquid dripping from her hand. Shit.
Shit. Shit. Yelena hissed as she placed
her inured hand under the running
water. Oh please don't tell me yn or Tasha heard anything. Why can't I be normal After 10 minutes
the girl slightly relaxed.

Once the Russian was done she opened the door
and was met with the British. The blonde's lip
trembled as she looked down. She could feel herself slipping fast. The blue eyed woman walked over to her.

"Lena what's wrong?" She was about to say
something but she darted into the brunettes arms. Crying in to her chest.

"Oh baby" yn stood up with the girl in her arms.
Gently swaying her back and forth. Yn walked over to her bed gently picking up the pacifier off the bed and slid it across the Russians lip.

That only made the girl cry harder. She threw the pacifier back on the bed and placed the girls head in her neck bouncing the two a little.

Nat walked into the room and looked at both girls. Yn shrugged.

"I think she's feeling a bit over whelmed" yn spoke softly patting the Russians bottom.

Once nat and the girls left, yn placed the
crying girl on the bed. Yelena reached her arms up towards her but the brunette pushed them down wiping away the tears that where flying down the littles cheeks.

"What's wrong baby?" Yn asked again, Yelena
wasn't having any of it. She wanted her mama's
comfort not to talk.

Yn sighed and picked the girl up rubbing her back. She sat on the couch with the girl in her lap. Yn knew how to calm the girl down was nursing. She pulled her sports bra up and adjusted the girl in her lap before gently Bringing the girls head over. Yelena latched on calming down as she grabbed the ends of her mamas hair and the other hand was placed on her mamas other breast that's wasn't being nursed from.

"Just mamas little girl today?" Yn chuckled kissing the girls head. Yelena looked up at her with nothing but innocence in her eyes. The feeling of warm milk falling down Yelena's throat instantly calmed her down. Forgetting what had happened in the bathroom.

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