IRONDAD one shots

Free falling.

I had an idea....but now I'm writing this I forgot it.....🙄 bare with me.

Ok took me a day! But I got an idea.....sort of.....yep! I got one!

Trigger warning ⚠️ attempted suicide.
Suicidal thoughts

Tony had took the suit. He took it from me. Ned left, I guess I'm not special without the suit. MJ cheated, should have known.  Aunt may was murdered in front of me. And flash has gotten worse. And I'm tired, tired of it all.

I sat on a bench in the park looking at the baby blue sky. The clouds formed shapes that few could decipher and the wind whistled past everyone's ears and getting trapped in people's coats. The winter air nipped at people's noses.
I looked up at the big building in front of me, the big tall building.
I would finally have peace. No more pain.  All it takes is a step. 
I thought. The next thing I knew my legs were leading me to the building's steps and I was soon in the roof. I stepped up on to the edge and looked down.

The city was just lights up here. That swirled and blurred into one. You can hear the horns of angry drivers and cries of children. But it was muffled. Like you are safe for a little while. But only a little while because the helicopters fly up ahead destroying your ear drums and everything comes back. And you little piece of safety.  Your safe haven is gone.  And you're back in reality.  Cruel reality.

I took a deep breath
One step is all
I shuffled forward, vaguely aware of the people filming but of course my Parker luck had to kick in and I failed to hear people land behind me.
"Kid?" Came an all to familiar voice, I span around in anger
At least it's a feeling other than numbness and sorrow
"What do you want?!" I snarled not caring if the man was shaking
"What are you doing?" Captain America asked
Now why are the the avengers here?
I'm not that important
"What do you think?" I snapped
"Why? Is this all because of the suit?" Mr stark asked incredulously and I laughter bitterly.
"Partly. My aunt was murdered in front of me! Ned left me. MJ cheated on me. I'm still getting bullied. I lost my home and I can't get a job for some reason.
So yeah this is all about you stark!" I screamed
"Kid I'm sorry just move away from the edge" he said taking a small step forward. I looked at the other avengers who seemed panicked
Why? They don't even know me?
I shook my head and span around
"Kid no!!" Tony cried but I had already jumped, cameras flashed but I just focused on the familiar feeling of falling but this time I did not pull myself up, something else did. I looked up to see To- mr stark in his suit flying me back up. I struggled but he didn't let go.

He set me down on the roof and the other avengers stood by the edge so I couldn't jump off
"Look kid. I love you like a son. I was trying to protect you! And I did a rubbish job. You were there for me yet I wasn't for you. And I realise that! I'm sorry! But come home because I made a mistake" Tony cried tears running down his face and I crumbled. I hugged him as I sobbed into his shoulder.

"I'm sorry mr stark" i hiccuped
"Call me dad" he sighed and I smiled
"Sure thing mr stark" I mumbled. I can't help it!!